Page 46 of Love Hate

I didn’t believe him, but I wasn’t going to argue. If it meant he was going to relax and lean into whatever this was, I’d just take it and keep my fucking mouth shut for a change.

He stood up and stretched. We’d both slept in our boxers, so I got to see the muscles play over his back as he moved and my cock got instantly hard.

“Is your sister here?” I asked, my voice hoarse.

“No, she’s got a study group on Sunday mornings and then she meets me at mass,” he said, turning back to look at me. “Why?”

“Because I don’t want to walk through your apartment with a hard-on if she’s going to be sitting on your couch,” I admitted.

“Is your dick just perpetually hard?” he asked, rolling his eyes as he started pulling clothes out of his dresser.

“Just when you’re around,” I assured him, jumping to my feet and wrapping my arms around him, pressing my cock against his ass. “You have an effect on me.” I slid one of my hands down his stomach and pressed my palm over his own erection. “Apparently I have the same effect on you.”

“Yeah, well…” he brushed my hand away and turned around in my arms. “You’ve always had that effect on me.”

“Yeah, that’s a party I’m sorry I was late to,” I murmured before capturing his lips in a kiss.

He opened his mouth and I slid my tongue over his, moaning softly as he pressed harder against me, his hands sliding up my back to dig his nails into my shoulders.

“Fuck, Andy,” I whispered against his lips. “I want you.”

“Shower,” he said firmly, pulling away and picking his clothes back up. “Come on.”

I grabbed my own clothes from his floor and followed him into the bathroom. He started the water and stayed facing the shower as I relieved myself, then motioned for me to get in first, so he could make use of the facilities as well before he climbed in behind me.

Even with everything we’d done so far together, I’d never actually seen him completely naked, and I couldn’t stop myself from staring at his body now that it was finally on display for me.

His gaze raked over me as well, his cock twitching against his stomach in apparent appreciation of what he saw.

I grabbed him around the waist and pulled him into my chest, kissing him again as I shuffled us around, putting his back against the spray of hot water.

“Tell me what you want,” I whispered against his mouth, my hands trailing down his back.

“You know what I want,” he answered.

I did know, but I wanted him to confirm it before I did or said something wrong. He was finally giving in to this, I didn’t want to scare him away when we were so close to where I desperately wanted to be with him.

“If you’re really going to leave me to go to church, then you’re going to have to sit there with my cum leaking out of your ass,” I said sharply. “Turn around.”

He did immediately, leaning forward to press his hands against the wall, his tight little ass pointed at me as if it were an offering.

I grabbed the bar of soap from its holder and slicked my hands with it before returning it and looking back down at Andy.

Now I was nervous. I’d never done this before, with anyone. Girls weren’t real big on butt stuff in my experience, so I didn’t know how to make sure I wasn’t going to hurt him.

“Just start with your fingers,” he whispered, understanding my hesitation. “I promise I’ll tell you if it hurts the wrong way.”

I wasn’t sure what was the right way and which was wrong, so all I could do was trust him that if I did something he didn’t like, or stepped over whatever line he had, he’d ask me to stop.

But even with his advice, I hesitated. This was so different from handjobs and blowjobs and kissing. This was actual sex. With a man. With Andy.

And while I knew that I wanted to take this step with him, it was still something that I’d never imagined would actually happen.

“We don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do,” he said, straightening up and turning back to face me fully. “That works both ways, you know. If you want to wait, if you don’t want this at all, I understand.”

“I want you more than you could possibly understand,” I assured him.

“Then what are you waiting for?”