Page 64 of Knocked Sideways

“Mmmhmm. Slept fine. But. I have a problem now.” Remy raised his eyebrows at Jed, his smile so ridiculously huge that Jed had to smile back. An actual smile, one he could feel in his cheeks. This version of Remy, who knew what he wanted and was asking for it out loud, was hotter than Jed thought he could probably handle.

Remy stretched again, pushing the sheet away from his chest. Jed knew what Remy no doubt expected to happen next, but something like panic was rising up. He needed to slow this down and cool them both off while they figured out what this was.

“That does look like a problem. But, uh, you promised me we’d go snowshoeing first thing today. I need to get up and make coffee so we can hit the trail.”

“Really?” The expression on Remy’s face was almost comical. Jed wanted to lean over and kiss his nose, and then maybe bite him somewhere.

Fuck, he could not deal with the mental whiplash or how fucking cute Remy was right now.

“Yeah?” Somehow, Jed’s response came out as a question, which wasn’t what he intended. And somehow, he was reaching out to see if the skin on Remy’s chest was as smooth and satiny as it looked, pulled tight over his muscles. Remy had an unbelievably beautiful body, and Jed wasn’t sure he even knew it.

“Hmm.” Remy reached over and ran a hand up Jed’s leg, all the way to the top of his thigh, and Jed inhaled sharply. “I barely got to touch you last night, though. Or see you.”

“Not so much to see. Anyway, you seemed to like me touching you well enough.” Jed felt himself start to get hard. Remy’s hand was so close, warm and heavy on his hip.

“What do you mean, not so much to see?” Remy drew the sheet down off Jed’s lap. “Your thighs are literally as big as tree trunks. And I’m not complaining about last night. I’m just, you know, observing. I don’t mind doing more of the work.”

He paused, lifted his hand, and started to look unsure of himself. “I mean, assuming you want to do that again.”

Yes. No. Yes. What Jed wanted and what he should probably do were two different things. He took the opportunity to swing his legs over the edge of the bed, removing himself from further temptation.

“You don’t want to think about it more?”

“No. I’ve done plenty of thinking.” Remy pushed himself up into a sitting position, ghosted his lips over the back of Jed’s neck, and ran a hand down Jed’s arm.

“I want you to really be sure about this.”

“Hey.” Remy slid around next to him, and then onto the floor in front of him, rumpled and clear-eyed and far too much like Jed’s fantasies. “I am really sure. I’ve been really sure. So unless you’re telling me that you’re not, or that you don’t want this right now, I would really, really like to get you off.”

Then he pushed himself between Jed’s legs and sat back on his heels, slowly stroking himself and looking at Jed from under those long lashes. Fuck. There was no way Jed couldn’t give him more, even if it wouldn’t exactly slow things down between them. Not with the way Remy’s arm was picking up speed, or the way he gave a half smile once it was clear that Jed wasn’t saying no, and turned his face into Jed’s leg to nuzzle at him.

Jed hadn’t thought he’d be ready for Remy to touch him again this soon, but maybe he’d been wrong. Heart pounding, he threaded his fingers through Remy’s tangled hair and gave a tug. Remy hummed and, with a teasing smile, leaned in and started mouthing at Jed’s erection while he stroked himself faster.

“You really want this, huh?” Jed still couldn’t quite believe it.

“Don’t you?” Remy paused and lifted his head, looking Jed straight in the eye. “Because I’ll stop if you’re really not up for this. I just thought⁠—”

Yeah, Jed was up for it. Maybe too up for it, but he wasn’t going to think about that now. “I think you should finish what you started. Back up.”

Remy obeyed immediately, scooting back on his knees so Jed had room to stand. Keeping a hand in Remy’s hair, Jed let his cock fall on Remy’s lips. Another tug on Remy’s hair, and he was opening up just as perfect as could be. And Jed’s world narrowed down to the blissed-out expression on Remy’s face as Jed fed him his cock, one inch at a time.

Remy’s mouth stretched wide trying to take him in, and Jed didn’t rush it. He knew he was big. But from the way Remy’s eyes stayed huge and steady on his face, the way he tried to moan around Jed, it was clear that Remy was into it. Really into it. When Jed was a few inches in, he gave a little thrust. Not enough to make Remy gag, not when they hadn’t talked about how rough Remy liked it. Just enough to let Remy know what was coming.

Remy swiped at him with his tongue and started stroking himself faster, and Jed thrust again, losing himself now, because the slick heat of Remy’s mouth felt incredible. He began keeping pace with Remy’s strokes when he got another moan in response, one hand threaded through Remy’s hair, the other on Remy’s cheek. Feeling himself fill Remy up was maybe the hottest thing Jed had ever experienced. He couldn’t take it any longer.

“I’m gonna come already, seeing you like that,” he breathed out, loosening his grip on Remy’s hair. “Pull off?”

Remy swallowed in response and swirled his tongue around the tip of Jed’s erection. The next thing Jed knew, he was coming endlessly down Remy’s throat with a deep groan, and Remy was spraying all over himself, looking absolutely wrecked.

Remy was going to kill him if they kept this up. Jed dropped back onto the bed and pulled Remy up next to him, grabbing a handful of tissues for Remy to wipe off. He tilted his head down and brought Remy close for a kiss. Then another, loving the taste of himself on Remy’s lips.

Fuck, he was so far gone.

“So,” Remy said eventually, resting his head on Jed’s shoulder. “You’d tell me if you really weren’t into something, right?”

“What do you mean?”

“Like, you said no at first. I know I pushed. Was that okay?” Remy turned his face up toward him, too serious for a guy who’d just had what looked like a pretty spectacular orgasm. Jed wanted the blissed-out look back. He barely understood what he’d done to earn it, but he knew it shouldn’t disappear this quickly.