I should make him leave… Tell him to go…
My lips twitch.
I’m feeling like a bit of a badass right now, losing my virginity to a vampire. But I don’t know that I, a human, could make Volik do anything.
And as my lids lower, I silently confess that I don’t want him to go yet.
I let my eyes close the rest of the way.
I want him to stay. Just for a bit. Just for the rest of this moment.
I inhale again. And even though it’s the middle of the afternoon, I let myself fall into blissfully satisfied sleep.
Chapter 35
Volik
My mate relaxes. Her muscles soften. And I stay where I am.
Over her.
Inside her.
I inhale, filling my lungs with her scent.
I could feel her nervousness. Could tell, a moment ago, when she started to think about what just happened.
I could feel it. In my chest. As our hearts stuttered.
But then it calmed. She calmed. And I feel so grateful for her acceptance.
I hope she continues to feel this way.
Hope she keeps trusting her instincts.
I will tell her everything I know, answer anything she asks. Because we belong to each other.
And I will never let her go.
Not ever.
But I will not scare her.
I will never scare my Nix.
My Goddess.
My Flower.
My Only.
I will only ever care for her.
Safeguard her.
Annihilate for her.
My lips pull up into a smile against her skin.