Crusher

Crusher
I knew she was mine the moment I laid eyes on her,
But she was closed off and struggled to trust,
She didn’t want to know me,
She didn’t want to put her heart on the line,
Until her best friend convinced her to give me a chance.
He convinced her that her heart would be safe with me,
And I didn’t take my chance for granted.
I made her fall in love with me,
I made her depend on me,
And then I broke her.
I grew up within the MC, and I loved my club, the brotherhood,
And I thought I was taking over the role from my father,
Until news came to light, one that made me run from being anything like the man who brought me up.
I spiraled and made the worst mistake that derailed my life.
My girl wanted me to leave the club,
She no longer trusted me,
But I refused, and I lost her; she left me,
She broke me.
But she forgot something, I claimed her and she claimed me,
And it doesn’t matter how far she tries to run,
It doesn’t matter how long it takes,
I will find her and bring her back where she belongs,
And I’ll swear to never hurt her again….

Alexiana
I grew up on the wrong side of town with a single mother,
She raised me to have trust issues,
She raised me to always have my own back,
She raised me to never back down from a fight,
And I was judged daily because of my hard exterior.
I only had a few friends,
And nothing else mattered to me other than leaving town,
Until him.
He had bad boy written all over him,
He belonged to the local MC,
And he wanted me.
It didn’t matter how much I pushed back, he pulled me even closer,
He made me fall in love with him,
Only to tear my heart to pieces.
He tried to beg me not to leave him,
And I gave him an ultimatum,
Me or his club.
He didn’t choose me, and I decided to leave,
I tried to move on with my life,
I tried to live, but every day I failed.
I felt broken, and I knew I was in danger,
I knew I needed him,
But with my broken trust, with the heartache he caused,
How am I supposed to allow him back into my life to keep me safe?
The answer – I can’t….

This can be read as a standalone. It is book 4 of 7 of the Carnage MC Series, with a HEA. Due to mature content and themes, this book is recommended for readers aged 18+; this novel may contain triggers.