“I’m okay. Thanks.” He crouched as he approached the wall, ducking so he wouldn’t hit his head before sinking into the couch.
“I’m just going to . . .” I pointed to the kitchen, then followed my finger.
Hurrying to the cupboard with the glasses, I took one out, filled it from the tap and chugged it in three hard gulps. Then I set it in the sink and took a deep breath as I looked out the kitchen window.
Be bold.
I could do this.
I left the kitchen and took a seat next to Jackson. A silence settled over the room as my shoulder pressed into his arm, but neither of us moved. Neither of us said a word. Though we were both breathing harder than normal.
Should I touch him? Maybe stroke his leg or something?
My hands wouldn’t move off my lap.
Be bold.
I could kiss him. I bet he’d really be surprised if I swung up and straddled his lap. Except in this dress, there’d be no swinging or straddling. And dress issues aside, I probably wouldn’t have done it anyway.
“I can hear the gears turning, Willa. What’s going on in your mind?”
“Nothing.” I stared at my lap. “I, um . . .”
Be bold. For once in your life, be bold.
I took a deep breath, then blurted, “Doyouwannastaythenight?”
“Say that again?”
My eyes squeezed shut. The courage I’d scraped together to say it once had nearly wiped out my reserves, but I summoned just a smidge more. “Do you want to stay the night?”
“Yes.”
My eyes flew open as I looked up at him, astonished. “Really?”
“Yes, but I’m not going to.”
“Oh.” I wanted to crawl under the couch cushions and hide. “Okay.”
“We need to talk about a few things first.” He angled his body on the sofa, turning my way. When I didn’t move or look away from my lap, he put his hands on my shoulders, gently twisting them sideways.
I still didn’t budge.
“Work with me here, babe.”
No one had ever called me babe before, and I always thought men used it when they couldn’t remember a woman’s name.
“I don’t know if I like being called babe.”
Jackson laughed. “Then I’ll think of something else. Now will you spin this way and look at me? Please?”
I sighed and turned, reluctantly lifting my eyes to meet his.
“You’re the best kiss I’ve had in my life.”
Me? I was a good kisser? “No way.”
“Yes, way. And that tells me that everything else we do is going to be off the charts. But I messed up your first kiss. I’m not going to mess up the rest. If I stay tonight, I doubt I’ll keep my hands to myself.”