Making him understand what it feels like to wake up every morning wishing you were somebody else.
“You fell asleep,” I growl.
Tyler’s eyes widen.
“You crossed the center line because you couldn’t keep your fucking eyes open.”
“I know!”
“You killed my brother.”
“I know!”
His voice cracks.
For a moment, neither of us moves.
Then he says something I’ve waited ten years to hear.
“I fell asleep, okay? I was exhausted. I’d been working a double shift, and I thought I could make it home.” His eyes shine. “I never meant to hurt anybody.”
I stare at him.
“You think that makes it better?”
“No.”
“You think Eli gives a shit what you meant to do?”
“No!”
My fist draws back.
Tyler flinches.
And suddenly I see Eli.
Not lying on the road.
Not broken.
Seventeen years old, grinning at me across the garage.
Come on, Grim. Quit being such a miserable bastard.
Then Autumn.
Standing in my kitchen, flipping pumpkin pancakes.
Laughing at my terrible jokes.
Looking at me like there’s still something worth saving.
I lower my fist.
Fuck.
I want to hurt this man.