Page 89 of Gamebreaker

No. Are you?

Harper

No.

Cam

I can't stop thinking about how you felt. How you tasted. The sounds you made. How close we were. Another few seconds and my hand would have been inside your jeans. Another minute and I would have been touching you while our friends were in the next room. I wouldn’t have stopped myself. You had to stop me.

Harper

Cam. We can't do this.

Cam

I know. I'm sorry. I need you to know that what just happened was the best and worst thing that's ever happened to me. Best because I finally got to touch you. Worst because now I know exactly what I'm missing.

Harper

Same. God, same.

Cam

So what do we do now?

Harper

We go back to being friends. We respect the boundaries. We pretend this didn't completely destroy us both.

Cam

Can you actually do that?

Harper

I don't know. Can you?

Cam

I don't know either. But I'm going to try.

Harper

Even if it hurts?

Cam

Even if it kills me.

Harper

This is so unfair.

Cam

I know. I'm sorry I can't be braver. I'm sorry I can't give you what you need.

Harper