Then he swallows it.
“I want you to stay.”
“That isn't what I asked.”
“No.”
He takes a slow breath.
“I want you to choose the school because you love it. I want you to choose Tennessee because this weird-ass town makes you happy. I want you to choose whatever life feels like yours.”
His voice roughens slightly.
“And if you ever choose me, I want to know I didn't make the other choices for you.”
My eyes fill.
Damn him.
I look down before he can see too much, then decide that is stupid.
He already saw me hang over a murder hole.
Tears are hardly a state secret.
“My mother would have loved this place.”
Bitter smiles. “Sheriff?”
“She would have stolen Sheriff.”
“Mourning would fight her.”
“Mama would win.”
“Bold claim.”
I look at him.
“I said yes to Mercy.”
His breath catches. “To the school?”
“Yes.”
The smile that breaks across his face is so immediate I nearly laugh.
I point at him.
“Do not get smug. I said yes to the school.”
His smile dims but does not disappear.
“Yes, ma'am.”
“I like the work.”
“You're good at it.”