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He gets in. He smiles at me through the glass like I’m a dog that barked. Then he drives away.

When I turn around, she’s looking at me across the pens. Her face isn’t grateful. She looks like she’s filing it somewhere and hasn’t decided which folder it goes in.

When I open the bathroom door from the hall side, she’s standing under the vent with a box of thermometer sleeves in her hands. She heard. I can see it in her face. She doesn’t say thank you, and I’d think less of her if she did.

“The building has all the privacy of a feed trough,” she says.

“He’s gone.”

“And I’m still locked in.”

“Yes.”

Her mouth tightens. She walks back out to the shed. I follow. She doesn’t tell me to stop.

* * *

Vale’s bad math gives her a reason to inventory every medicine in reach of the cow. The line-camp cabinet holds fluids, syringes, disinfectant, old calving supplies, three expired bottles that should have been thrown away years ago. She reads every label out loud while I photograph it.

On the second shelf, a box of thermometer covers sits crooked against the back wall.

“Don’t touch the cabinet,” she says.

With clean forceps, she draws out a folded paper from behind the box. Stained along one edge. She unfolds it on a clean pad.

An interstate health certificate. Dated two years ago. Eighteen breeding cattle. Her name, her signature, her practice.

Destination: BCR-LC.

Until yesterday she had never set foot on Barbed Crown.

And I know that code.

It isn’t on any list of approved receiving sites, because the line camp isn’t a receiving site. Two years ago, Russell wrote BCR-LC in white paint pencil on a scrap of cardboard and handed it to me in the equipment yard. He told me to stage portable panels here, a locked veterinary cabinet, and a black nurse tank. He said a breeding group had been exposed to something reportable, and if we didn’t isolate them before daylight, the state would shut down every Barbed Crown movement.

I asked for the state hold number. He said the vet and the paperwork were coming with the load.

Then I did the work.

I set the panels. I leveled the tank on concrete blocks. A Vale service truck came to stock this exact cabinet, gold longhorn on the door, driver who kept his engine running while I signed nothing. No cattle came. No vet. No state hold. Russell called at midnight and said it had been handled at the origin.

I never asked another question.

Sofia is watching me. She’s been watching me the whole time I’ve been silent, and she’s seen it all go across my face.

“You know that code,” she says.

The careful answer would give her only what doesn’t hurt me. Careful answers are how Russell turns one order into a dozen men who each believe they know too little to be responsible.

“I built this,” I say. “Two years ago. This cabinet, those pens, that tank. Russell gave me the order out loud, and I followed it. I never saw a state number. I never saw a vet. I never asked.”

She doesn’t move.

“You built this room,” she says slowly.

“Yes.”

“The room you’re keeping me in.”