His mouth moves, barely. “Actually, my name is—”
“Wait,” I say. For a moment I’m overwhelmed, as if knowing his name would make it real. “I don’t need to know.”
He raises a brow. “Really?”
“Yeah,” I say.
“But I know yours, Maggie.”
My stomach flips.
I gesture vaguely toward myself, toward the room, toward the whole impossible situation. “How did you recognize me?”
He looks at me for a second.
Not searching. Not embarrassed. Just looking.
Then he says, “I just did.”
That’s all.
“Sit down, Maggie.”
My name in his voice is worse in person. Much worse.
I sit. Not because he tells me to.
Obviously.
I sit because I was going to sit anyway.
For a moment, neither of us says anything.
The server comes by with water. I take mine too quickly and almost spill it, which is humiliating but also grounding. Good. Excellent. Nothing says adult woman making controlled decisions like fumbling glassware in front of a man with cheekbones and silver hair.
I look down at the menu even though the words are suddenly in no language I understand.
“Well,” I say, because silence around him feels like standing too close to a flame, “I suppose I owe you noodles.”
“You do.”
I glance up. “You’re very comfortable accepting tribute.”
“I earned it.”
A laugh escapes me.
“You should try the pad Thai,” he suggests. “And the red chicken curry.”
“Okay I’ll have that,” I say, mostly relieved that he chose for me. He gives his order, and it feels like he’s doing it for the hundredth time. I look around and catch a server smiling at him. He doesn’t smile back but gives a nod. “You come here often?”
“Sometimes,” he says. “I don’t like cooking. Plus, they’re crazy fast. Sometimes all I have to do is text them my order while I’m on my way and I can pick it up just as soon as I get here.”
I don’t know why but my stomach does a little flip. I had initially thought he picked a random restaurant. But now it feels like he’s invited me into his personal sanctuary. Weirdly intimate. He probably doesn’t think much about it.
“So,” I say, because looking at him too long feels dangerous, “they really start your order before you even park?”
“Yes.”