As Alfred’s front door closes behind me—and the whole way back to the Magnolia—my mind races with a million different thoughts. Most of them revolve around berating myself for being such an idiot.
Well, fuck.
Mike said to get as close as I needed to.
But this? This is something else entirely.
The stupidest parts of me can’t wait to do it again.
24
Valentina
Thursday, October 21
6:50 p.m.
By the time I pull into my parents’ driveway in Bellevue, I’m nearly rabid to check the message that just buzzed my phone in the passenger seat. I don’t need to check to know who it is—I know exactly who it’ll be—which is why I’m so excited in the first place.
Shane: Craving a rainbow bagel.
I smile as I clutch my purse and step out of my car.
Me: LOL. You already had one today.
Shane: That was breakfast.
Me: You had one yesterday too.
Shane: I like routine.
Me: Do you like routine or do you like me making you breakfast?
Shane: Both. Definitely both. Possibly need rainbow bagel rehab as well.
I stop at the front door, thumb hovering over the screen. It’s been two days since that second kiss on Alfred’s porch—two days of pretending I don’t wait for his texts and I’m not giddy like a freaking schoolgirl that he’s shown up at my bagel shop for breakfast every morning. Two days of my ass falling further over my head for Shane Maddox.
Shane: You know what I bet would help the most? You and Alfred making dinner for me again tonight. Or, maybe, a handsome man can make dinner for the two of you? I’m open to all sorts of possibilities, really.
Me: As much as I’d love to eat dinner with Alfred and this handsome guest you speak of (maybe you can introduce me to him soon?), I’ve been summoned to family dinner.
Shane: Don’t be coy, Teeny. You know this handsome guest (me) well. Very well.
Me: Ohhh I was confused you said handsome and entertaining.
Shane: Okay, I see how it is. I guess I’ll just have to do some reminding. That’s all.
A whole-body shiver consumes me.
Shane: But being summoned to family dinner sounds serious. I suppose I’m not invited to that kind of soirée?
Me: Well, family dinner is the Cordone equivalent of a trial. Trust me, I’m doing you a favor by not inviting you.
Shane: Ah, I see. Who’s prosecuting?
Me: My dad. Always.
Shane: Well, let me know if you need any backup. I believe I’ve proven myself in times of crisis.