“I don’t know, Colt. You’re more experienced at this than I am.” I say, playing it coy.
I know exactly what I want. And I plan to get it.
He smiles against my skin and then nips at my jaw. “I want to be an expert in all things Gianna Sterling. So, tell me. What do you need from me?”
I swallow, pulling back to look at him. I run my fingers through his wet hair. Gianna Sterling. I like that. It’s not just a name; it’s not said in a way that makes me feel like a possession. It’s said with hunger. With a power behind it. “Colt. I don’t want to think. I don’t want to make decisions. I want you to do all that for me and make me feel good.”
He nods. “I can do that. Anything you think you won’t like?”
His other hand slips down my throat, and he tightens his grip, putting pressure on either side while his other hand cups my pussy.
“I’ll tell you to fuck off if I don’t like something. How’s that?”
He groans, squeezing my neck. “That’ll work for now, viper.”
He pulls back, studying me, and for a second, I don’t feel like myself. He sees me, which scares me, but also excites me.
“I owe you a redo,” he says.
I frown. “A redo?”
“I took your virginity far too quickly. So let me explore you, this time, the right way.” His eyes scan down my body as if he’s ready to worship every inch of me.
“I don’t expect there's much to explore that you haven’t experienced already,” I half-joke.
I’m starting to hate this part of myself. In every aspect of my life, I want to be the best. And this? I’m starting right from the beginning. I don’t know about my sexuality, my wants, or desires. The only thing I’ve been focused on is taking over an empire and making men petrified when I walk into a room.
But I don’t want to feel like that with Colten. I don’t want to have him kissing my feet and ordering him around. I want to switch off the part of my brain that works a million miles an hour.
I want to be a powerful woman who gets fucked like she’s not.
“Gianna, eyes on me,” he orders.
And I do. Which makes my entire body shiver.
“There is no one on this planet quite like you. So no, you’re so damn wrong. I’ve never slept with a woman who infuriates me and turns me on like you do. I’ve never been with anyone who makes me want to forget the rest of the world. I’ve never been so desperate to eat pussy that I’d be willing to beg for it. I’ve never been a little bit scared of a woman. You’re completely unique, viper.”
I let the words settle. I don’t believe anyone has ever said anything so nice to me before. Even if it was laced with a few negative qualities. But even then, he sees the good in them.
“That was meant to be a compliment?” I tease.
He crashes his lips over mine. “Infuriating,” he mutters between kisses.
“Arms on the sides, hold yourself up,” he orders.
The heat of the concrete bites into my wet skin as I rest them there. He unties my bikini bottoms on either side of my hips and pulls them away, letting it float away in the water.
“I want you to close your eyes and relax. Just focus on how I make you feel; let yourself enjoy all the sensations. When you’re with me, you’re not a Milano. You’re a Sterling. My wife. And you’ll do as I say when I say it. Okay?”
I nod my head slowly; he dips his head towards my neck, and I lean back, giving him better access.
His teeth sink into my sensitive skin. “Do you understand me, Gianna? You’re mine.”
“Prove it,” I pant.
His mouth moves down my body, his tongue running along my chest. He takes my nipple in his mouth and sucks.
I grab his head, my back arching against him. His fingers dig into my ass, hard enough to leave marks. “More,” I breathe out.