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“Your face did.”

She heats the skillet with the confidence of a woman who mistakes decisiveness for temperature control. I let her. The oil starts to smoke. The tortilla goes black at the edges in about eight seconds.

“Is the stove defective?” she asks.

“It has six settings. You picked vengeance.”

She moves the pan off the burner and looks down at the blackened tortilla, and then at me, and her mouth twitches.

“I handle documentary fraud more often than dinner.”

“The pan noticed.”

She laughs. It surprises both of us. She puts her hand over her mouth like the laugh got out without permission. She’s standing in my father’s kitchen at ten at night, smoke curling past her face and flour on her shirt. My grandmother’s house is around her, and the sight of her there goes through me so hard I have to grip the counter.

I wait for the iron to cool. I wipe out the oil and set it over a lower flame. She shreds the roast while I warm tortillas and scramble eggs in the same pan. Neither of us pretends I know her work better than she does, or that she can’t feed herself without me. It only proves I’ve burned enough ranch breakfasts to recognize the stage right before smoke becomes paperwork.

We eat at the kitchen table with the count book between our plates. I explain his marks. A circled C means Calvin counted it himself. Two slashes mean an animal moved between McCall places without changing hands. A blank space means he expected an answer and never got one.

“He kept a second set of books because he didn’t trust the first,” Tessa says.

“He kept a second set because he didn’t trust anybody.” I turn my water glass in my hand. “He taught us never to show a weakness until we’d already fixed it. A dry well stayed private until the pump ran. A debt stayed private until it cleared. He called that protecting the ranch.”

“It also taught everybody around him that unfinished truth belongs off the official page.”

“Yes.” The word is harder than the explanation. “Mott didn’t invent our secrets. He just learned where we kept them.”

She’s quiet for a while, turning pages.

“What would you build?” I ask. “When this is over. If nobody needed anything from you. No client, no McCall.”

She looks up, weighing whether there’s an offer hidden in it. There isn’t. I made sure.

“A two-person firm,” she says. “Somebody good enough to disagree with me and careful enough to write down why. An address I pick because I want to live there, not because the stairwells make a good exit plan.”

“City or country?”

“Close enough to work either. Far enough from a sale barn that breakfast doesn’t come with four legs.” Her finger rests beside my father’s last count. “And a dog. Once I can promise it the same bed for more than six months.”

The want in that is only small if you’ve never had to price safety against staying. I don’t offer her my house as the answer. A future she chooses can’t start with me moving the fence line while she describes it.

“What kind of dog?” I ask instead.

“Something ugly and smart. With opinions.”

“So a cattle dog.”

“So a cattle dog,” she admits, and something in her face goes soft and far away.

She reaches across the table and takes my hand off the water glass before I can tighten it against the cut on my arm. She leaves her fingers against mine.

“I want to sleep next to you tonight,” she says. “I don’t want sex. I just want to sleep next to you.”

“Then we sleep.”

“No argument?”

“I can produce one if the experience feels incomplete.”