I lean back against his chest and close my eyes.
Then I trail a slow, steady finger through my folds.
I am warm, but for the first time in a long time my fingers feel cold. The juxtaposition of heat and cool makes me sigh.
Kim kisses my shoulder.
I part my legs a little wider and find the spot beside my clitoris that makes me shiver. I apply pressure firmly but slowly, press harder, sigh louder.
I hold the pressure until the sensation becomes too much, then stroke myself again. Long, slow strokes. More pressure. I wriggle back against Kim’s chest as he stiffens behind me.
With my free hand, I reach for his, and take two fingers into my mouth. I moisten them with my tongue then move his hand to my breast. A small rumble vibrates in the back of his throat as he begins to gently stroke my nipple.
I release a shaky breath and match the circles his making with my fingers on my clit.
“Open your eyes and look at how beautiful you are,” he says quietly.
I obey him instantly.
At first, I keep my eyes on his, but then I allow myself to watch properly. The way he is. The way the people behind the glass are watching.
I release a loud cry as Kim starts to kiss my neck. His hands roam my body now, but he won’t let me stop touching myself. He wants me to come but I can’t. I can’t let the sparks fly. Not here.
Despite my lack of inhibitions, I know that.
I know I should keep them under control.
I’m just not sure I can.
17
KOLE
Nova arches her back, moaning as Kim tortures her with his tongue. He shows no desire to fuck her. It’s like he just wants to make her come. Again and again and again.
I thought he was going to make her come for him, but he stopped her at the moment she got close.
And the way he watched her did something to me I haven’t felt before.
Now, he’s back between her legs. She’s flushed, and sweating, and murmuring his name.
Zephyra is watching me, so I try to take the lust that’s swirling in my veins and make it look like anger on my face.
She wants me to hate every second of this. Probably, I should. He’s not one of us. He’s not in love with her. When Luther was fucking her, I was outraged at the thought he didn’t truly care about her.
But this feels different.
She wanted Kim the second she met him. I could tell from the way her body warmed and her blood rushed a little quicker in her veins.
She didn’t feel like she could have him. But I want her to have everything. And right now, her wanting Kim is a good thing. Because if I play this right, Zephyra will think she’s winning.
I look away, pretending I don’t want to see the angles they make against the mirrors as Nova bends onto all fours and Kim grabs her hips from behind, burying his face in her pussy.
Zephyra takes my chin between her fingers and forces me to look back.
Kole, his tongue feels so good.
Nova’s voice fills me up. My cock is straining in my pants, but I can’t let Zephyra know it.