Page 101 of Until The Lights Go Out

“You don’t have to Maise,” he assured me with a gentle look. I nodded. Knowing he was so determined to make sure I felt comfortable and safe with him made every moment feel infinite.

“I want to,” I said, gazing down at him with a heated glance. I sat up, pulling his sweatpants down his legs, leaving only a pair of fitted underwear and the outline of a very large package.

“Holy shit.” It came out before I could stop it. His eyes dragged to me, watching my reaction with a smirk.

“Red,” he warned before I smirked back and swung a leg over him, straddling over him and keeping space between us. I leaned down, my chest brushing his before kissing the corner of his mouth.

“Yes?” I asked sweetly before letting my hips roll into him from my position. The groan that escaped him was delicious. I wanted to collect a thousand of them.

“You’re going to be the death of me.” He scrubbed a hand down his face before both hands latched on my hips and held me down to him. “I can’t wait.”

I felt drunk on the power, loving watching him unravel beneath me. I reached for the top of his underwear, feeling steady and sure. His bulge pressed through the thin fabric. I fell to my knees in front of him, same as he did before for me. I watched his eyes track me reverently. The muscles in his thighs shifted against my touch as I pulled down the underwear. He stepped out of it easily, and they got tossed into the dark room with all the rest of our discarded clothing. My mouth dried at the sight in front of me. His hard cock was enormous. I was unsure if I could even fit it all, but when I glanced up to see Theo’s hungry eyes on me, lust ripped through me. I placed one hand at the base of his cock and stroked upward slowly, earning a deep groan.

“How do you like it?” I asked, my voice breathy despite not having done anything yet. Theo only shook his head, as if at a loss for words. “Like this?” I asked, moving faster before leaning forward. Then I licked up the length. Feeling his veins on my tongue made a pool of need form between my thighs. I pressed my own thighs together to curb my own need. “Like this?” I said, licking from the other side to the tip. His hips arched off the mattress, I pushed a hand down on one of his thighs to hold him still, a smirk ghosted on my lips. “Or…” I licked the small slit across the tip, gathering up the precum with a hum of contentment before taking him into my mouth. Everything in me felt warm now as I filled my mouth, stretching around him.

I glanced up at him. One hand came up to my hair, gathering it in his fist and holding it out of my face, and he encouraged me on with one broken, “Fuck.” His tone only made me want to please him more, so I moved down lower and lower till I was gagging on him, then moved back up and down again. Tears pooled in my eyes, and he wiped them away with a thumb, holding my head now with both hands, all his muscles contracting together. I could see the outline of his abs under the dim light, the quickness of his breath and the drunken look in his eyes.

“Maisey,” he pleaded as I took him again and again, quickening my pace before letting a hand match my motions at the base. He tugged at my hair, encouraging me to keep going. I wanted to watch him come undone. I dragged my teeth along him, could feel him shivering under me, could hear another broken gasp coming from him as I took him fully. It was messy then, a thing of need as he began pumping his hips into me. I hummed in approval around him, making him groan out a string of curse words.

“Fuck, that’s right baby. You take this dick so well, like you were fucking made for it.” I moved faster at his praise, pushing my thighs together, needing the friction. I wanted him to let go, greedily wanted all of him. I squeezed another hand around him and sucked up and down until he was bucking into me and I was swallowing down every last drop of him.

“So fucking beautiful,” Theo whispered, pulling me up to him, dragging a thumb across my lip before I took it into my mouth, not wasting a single drop. I pressed my lips to the hollow of his throat, kissing there, dragging a tongue down his Adam’s apple, relishing in the shivers from him.

“Fuck,” he sighed, his grip tightening on my hips. I delighted in the sting of it. “You’re wet again aren’t you?” he asked, groaning into my ear. His hands tugged on the sweatshirt before pulling it up and over, throwing it to the side of the room. His hands were back on me in an instant, unclasping my bra in record time and sending it to join the sweatshirt on the ground. His pupils were blown wide, and he ran circles over my breasts, squeezing again and making me squirm. Need coiled low in my belly, tight and hot.

“You enjoying yourself, Red?” He smirked at my response to him. I nodded, and he hummed, smiling a glazed-over, dark smile. I was dripping wet, absolutely soaked, and leaving a mess in my wake. I threw my head back and rode out the pleasure running through me until Theo snapped under me.

“That’s enough teasing now.” His voice was deep and commanding, sending a shiver through me. “What do you want, Red? My fingers in your pussy?”

I blushed furiously at his bluntness and bit my lips again. “Um⁠—”

“Tell me Maisey baby?” His gaze was strong on me.

“I’ve always wanted…”

“Go ahead.”

“To feel you…inside me,” I finished, covering my face with my hands in embarrassment. He pulled my hands away, laying a kiss on my scarred palm, making butterflies flutter in my stomach.

“None of that.” He shook his head in disapproval. “You are perfect. Absolutely, one hundred percent perfect.”

“Even with this?” I asked, holding up my hand.

“Just the mark of strength for the strongest woman I know.” He kissed my wrist then, trailing kisses up my hand on the palm and on the top where the scar faded out.

“I just—I haven’t done a lot…” God, I felt so stupid admitting this all. But apparently seeing Theo’s huge dick was like a damn truth serum for me. But the truth was, I hadn’t. Sure I had had sex, but between trying to keep my head above water, learning how to exist in the world, and everything else, sex had not been a commonality in my life, despite Serena declaring I needed to get laid about once a month, as if it would be some cure-all for everything in my life.

“That’s okay, we can do as little or as much as you’re comfortable with. I’m not going anywhere,” he said, tucking my hair behind my ear. I nodded slowly.

“I want you inside of me.” I straightened my shoulders, mustering my courage. “I’ve been tested, I have an IUD, and I’ve always wanted…” I was rambling now, and he brushed his fingers along my cheek again.

“You want to feel everything?” he asked.

“Mmhm.”

“I’ll give you anything you want.” He peppered kisses all over my face before I pulled him back to me, crashing my lips onto his lips. He was pulling my legs around him now, and I squeezed around him, letting him move us. Theo flipped us over, his broad silhouette in the moonlit room hovering over me. It was like I had conjured every single wet dream I had ever had, but the reality was so much sweeter. Theo slid his hand into my hair. “I’ve dreamt of this. You have no idea how many nights my every dream and sleepless thought was of you.” His voice was full of gravel, fingers grasping at me. “I want to be inside of you, baby.”

“Yes, please,” I practically gasped at the thought. “Do whatever you want.”