“Alexa,” I call out cautiously. “Play Lost by Dermot Kennedy.”
The speaker chimes softly before music fills the duplex.
The sound of a piano drifts through the room first, low and emotional, before a voice follows, rough around the edges in a way that grabs hold of something inside me. I lean against the kitchen counter while the song plays around me, letting the lyrics settle in slowly.
And God, it’s beautiful.
Halfway through the first chorus, I understand exactly why Riley likes it.
There’s something about the song that feels like him. The emotion buried underneath restraint. The quiet ache sitting beneath every lyric. I take a deep breath while I listen because suddenly, I can picture him hearing this somewhere alone. Driving home after football practice or sitting in his dorm room at school.
And it hits me in a way that makes my heart feel vulnerable. Because standing alone in his kitchen with one of his favorite songs playing softly through the space while a tiny stuffed otter sits on the counter makes one thing painfully clear—the more I learn about Riley, the more I want to know.
I grab my coffee and my new otter and head upstairs to get ready for the day. Before I take my shower, I open my text thread with Riley.
Me:
Thank you for everything this morning.
I place the baby otter by mine on the bed, snap a photo and send it with a caption that says, no longer lonely.
Riley:
(heart emoji) You’re welcome
Me:
What are you doing this evening?
Riley:
Just hanging at home, why?
Me:
Want to come to Sunday dinner at Knox and Brynn’s?
Riley:
I’m down
Me:
It’s at six.
Riley:
I’ll be ready. See you soon.
Then I give Brynn a heads-up.
Me:
Hey, I’m bringing Riley to dinner. Is there room for an extra chair?
Brynn:
Good morning! Of course!