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“Well, damn, I was totally going to do that.”
TJ starts the day at eight under, three back of the leader, sitting in a group that isn't the last one out but isn't far from it either. Close enough to see the board. Close enough that every shot matters.
“You don't need a miracle today,” I tell him on the range, watching him work through his warm-up with the kind of focus he's had all season, sharper now than it was back in June. “You need eighteen solid holes and a little bit of luck with the guys ahead of you.”
“That's a lot of solid holes.”
“You've had plenty of practice.”
He huffs a laugh, takes one more practice swing, and I watch something settle into his shoulders, that stillness he gets right before he's ready.
The front nine is workmanlike, nothing flashy, No bogeys, nothing given away. A couple of names ahead of him start to fade on the leaderboard behind us as players make mistakes. By the turn he's eleven under total, and the picture's shifting in his favor without him having to do anything particularly heroic, just steady, patient golf while other guys make mistakes.
Thirteen is where it turns from steady into something else.
Par three, all carry over a ravine, the kind of hole that's claimed more scorecards than any other on this course, pin cut dangerously close to the back edge today.
“What do you want to do here?” I ask, handing him the yardage.
“Hit it at the flag.”
“Pin's six paces from the back edge. Anything long's gone.”
“I know where the pin is, Gavin.”
He's not wrong to want it. Back pin, aggressive shot, and he's got a proper look at birdie, maybe better, if he trusts the number.
“One sixty-eight,” I tell him. “Wind's quartering left to right, maybe helps it a touch.”
He's quiet for a moment, doing the math I already know he's capable of doing without me. Then he pulls the club himself, doesn't wait for me to hand it over, which tells me everything about where his head's at.
“Committed,” he says, mostly to himself.
The swing is clean, ball tracking dead at the flag the whole way, and the gallery lining the ropes goes up in a wave of sound before it even lands, because everyone watching can see. It comes down soft, one hop, and settles eight feet from the cup, exactly the shot that separates guys who are playing not to lose from guys who are actually trying to win.
“Excellent,” I tell him, walking up to the tee marker to grab his bag, clapping him on the shoulder.
“Eight feet's still eight feet.”
The birdie try breaks a hair right to left, catches the edge, and drops, and just like that he's twelve under, and I can see on the leaderboard board they've wheeled up near the green that he's tied for the lead outright for the first time all day.
“Three more holes to hold that,” he says, walking off the green, and I can hear the effort it takes him to sound calm about it.
“Four. There's four more holes after this.”
“Don't correct my math right now, Gavin.”
“Wouldn't dream of it.”
He holds it better than either of us expected. By seventeen he's still tied, still in it, still exactly where he needs to be with one hole left to play.
Eighteen is long, tight off the tee, water again down the left this time, and TJ's drive finds the fairway but leaves him a longer second than he wants. The approach comes in a little heavy, catches the front edge of the green and doesn't release the way he'd hoped, leaving him thirty feet away with a putt he needs at least two shots to get down in. The first slides four feet past, and the second shot for par lips out cruelly, circling the hole before spinning away. Three-putt. A bogey on the card when it mattered most.
I feel my stomach drop before I even look at the board.
Then I see it. Two groups back, the guy who'd been leading finds the water on his own approach, has to drop a ball, and needs a miracle up and down just to force a playoff. He doesn't get it. His bogey lands a beat after TJ's, and the number on the board settles, and settles, and doesn't move again.
TJ's watching it too, chest heaving, disbelief written all over his face.
