I shook my head. “I felt his anguish when he learned you two would not be freed. He truly cares for you, even before he claimed you.”
“We were so controlled by our monsters… it is a sign of his strength that he still found it in his heart to love us,” Harland whispered.
“He feels the same pull to us, as we do to him,” I explained. “I felt it. I just wish we would have known this was what we should have done from the start.”
“We are together now,” Jacob declared, waving it off. “We just need to decide on what our next steps are. Do we move out? Can we be in the sun? What happens to the mansion? Sienna, Jetty, and Nicco, what will happen to them?”
“We should wait for Colin to wake up before discussing further,” Harland said, holding my hand tighter. “We are four in this relationship now, and his voice is just as important as ours.”
Jacob and I nodded in agreement.
“It will take time to adjust,” I admitted.
“For all of us,” Jacob agreed.
A contented sigh then came from Colin, still lost to the world with that soft smile on his lips. We just stared at him, smiling.
“We should sleep, too,” I suggested, already moving in behind Colin and snuggling into his side. The others got comfortable as well, and soon we fell asleep, all four of us in the same bed.
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Colin
My bed was so hot, I panted for air as I woke, sitting up and suddenly realizing why I was a sweaty mess. Three sexy vampires all dozed around me, so relaxed and calm. My monsters. I could feel each of them inside me, the bond that before held Alexander’s feelings, now also held Jacob and Harland, a true sign I had claimed them for real.
Laughter bubbled up from within me, startling my men to awareness. I couldn’t stop myself as tears fell as well. I was happy! Like really truly happy! I couldn’t remember when I’d last felt this free, this… whole. I doubted I ever had.
Alexander stroked my cheek, wiping away my tears. “Precious?”
“Happy,” I sobbed, hoping that would be enough to explain myself and my emotional outburst. They could feel my emotions, but I knew how hard it could be at first, navigating through what someone else was feeling.
“We are happy, too, our sweet Colin,” Harland said, lacing his fingers with mine.
“So happy,” Jacob agreed, crawling over the others to reach me. He then grabbed my face in both hands and kissed me. Happiness turned to need as he slowly worked his tongue inside my mouth, then pushed me down on the bed, rocking his erection against me.
“I will never tire of that vision,” Alexander rasped.
Harland groaned and then they were making out as well, the sound so obscene that I grew frantic underneath Jacob, needing more of him.
“Please, Colin, I need you to take me.” Jacob’s words were uttered with the same desperation as I felt.
“Yes,” I groaned, palming his naked ass. We had the cover between us, but he easily pushed that out of the way and then licked his hand, staring me down as he did so. He was so irresistible.
To my utter surprise, he stroked my dick, coating it in his saliva and then slid down on my length with ease, groaning loudly as I bottomed out inside of him. He felt incredible, so right and tight as he slowly moved, each rock of his hips enough to make me come, but I held on, trying to hold it in for at least a minute. It shouldn’t even have been an issue, not with how many times I’d come the night before. Yet Jacob’s ass was now squeezing me so tightly, I doubted I could even make it to one whole minute.
“I cannot tell you how long I have wished to have you inside of me,” Jacob rasped, eyes dark. To my surprise, they never glowed or flashed red, like I’d been used to whenever they fucked or fed. It was all dark blue and intense, but all Jacob.
“I’ve longed for it, too,” I whispered, holding on to his hips as he rocked faster. It was like he knew I wouldn’t be able to last much longer.
The sound of sweat slicked bodies slapping together was the only sound along with our panting breaths. Alexander was pounding into Harland next to us, with Harland on all fours. Their attention shifted from them to us, then back again. I couldn’t decide who I should be looking at, all of my men were so unbelievably sexy as they loved each other, their bodies hard and mesmerizing as they moved. Like fucking art.
“Can I feed from you, my love? Please?” Jacob begged. I was so taken aback that he’d actually asked this time. Before, they’d just taken what they wanted from me. And once again, I felt myself tear up. It was ridiculous how weepy I’d become since entering this mansion.
“Of course,” I rasped. “You never have to ask.” Because they needed my blood and I needed them, they could feed from me anytime, anywhere. It was my decision and I’d now given them my full consent.
Jacob grinned, his happiness so blinding, I couldn’t help but grin back as he sank his fangs into my neck, forcing the climax right out of me. Pleasure consumed me as he continued to rock on my cock, swallowing my blood.
“He reminds me of Remington,” Harland laughed. The others joined, their eyes full of humor as they watched me eat.