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“That feels so good Pup fuck, that's right, squeeze, harder… please.” His cock went more rigid in my hand.

I bent down and took his nipple in my mouth, licking and sucking, making him moan and pant. It was so hot having this beast of a man unravel under my touch.

“I've wanted to do this since you moved in.” I confessed. Pinching his other nipple with my free hand. Increasing the speed, frotting us together, twisting my wrist making us buck forward.

“You can do whatever you want to me and I will probably beg for more, Pup. I am serious. You want me at your feet. I will drop down on my knees before you can finish the sentence. I am yours to do with as you please.”

I smiled at that, “I will probably like seeing you on your knees Honey, but not right now.”

We were sweating, grinding, and I was feeling powerful because he was letting me take the lead. We were both so touch starved you could feel it in the way we clung to each other, how urgent our kisses were. Tongues tangling together, his hands were everywhere, in my hair, touching my body with so much want and gentleness. I never thought sex could be like this. My hip movements were getting jerkier, I could feel that I was about to cum.

I rasp out, “Honey, I am so close, so fucking close.”

“Come for me Pup. Come on my cock.” That’s all it took. I started bucking, shaking and whimpering. “Fuck sweetheart… you are so… so fuuucking beautiful when you come for me.” He said, between the shuddering breaths, while coming in my hand mixing his release with mine.

His eyes focused back on mine and he reached down, swiping some of my cum that hit my chest with his finger and with eye contact intact licked it off. He moaned out, “Mine!”

CHAPTER 42

ALEX

Tess who? I haven’t thought about her once since I moved in with Sam. I wasn’t living in fear of leaving the hell I called marriage and being alone. I was delusional. I never had an example of how it could look, if I found someone that actually liked me in return.

In just over a month, I have felt desired and cared for by Sam, more than I ever did while married to her. It was everything I always dreamed of. Sam was everything. The way he looked at me when I came back from working in his bakery; all dirty and sweaty, was the total opposite of the disgusted looks and snide comments I was welcomed home with, every day, by Tess.

He tried to hide his interest but I saw it. I saw the way his eyes trailed my body and it was rewriting the nasty ways I looked at myself from the years of being berated.

We were cuddled up on the couch after that hot as fuck kitchen counter moment, we showered together after and ate the stuffed peppers he prepared for us. There was enough leftovers for tomorrow so he wouldn’t need to cook.

I was reading my horror book and he was laid with his head in my lap, reading his spicy book. I didn't read one word of mine because his book was angled just right so I kept reading it. It caught my attention and now I want to know what would happen between the two MMC's after their big argument.

“Do you want me to read it out loud?” he asked out of nowhere, startling me.

“Shit sorry. I can't help myself. How the fuck did you know I was reading it?” he started laughing and pressing the back of his head into my crotch.

“You got hard when I was reading the shower sex scene, two chapters ago.” and the little shit started laughing at me.

“Haha. very funny. My libido was never this active. I like women but I find that my body has bigger reactions when it comes to men. When it comes to you.” I traced his jaw with my thumb.

“I can't relate, it was always men for me. I love women as people and had lots of female friends growing up. But I can relate when it comes to my libido suddenly waking up.” He stated.

“Yeah? You mentioned once to Matt, you were in that relationship with your asshole ex for a good few years. Was the sex bad too, or is that too much for me to ask?” I asked in hope I wasn't crossing any boundaries, or triggering him.

He took a long steadying breath, placing his book on the couch beside him. Still in the same position on my lap I couldn’t see his face when he started talking. “It was good the first two times, then everything changed. He got rougher and rougher. He started using me and…raping me. Beating me.” he sniffled, “I was too weak to fight him, too scared. When my parents died and he got me to move in with him, I had no one apart from my Baka, and I didn't want to get her involved in my mess so I stayed away from here as much as possible. It was never pleasurable for me, I was always left hurting. That is why I don't know if I'll ever be ready for…you know… having you inside me.” My heart was hammering out of my chest, I wasn’t sure I was even breathing. I was so angry, I needed to gather myself.

“Come here Sam, "I said, my voice dropping to a whisper. He was hiding his face in his hands and I wouldn't have it. “Come here Pup. Please.”

Taking his hands away from his face, I pulled him gently so he would get up.

When he sat up, his face was wet with the silent tears I hadn’t known were falling. I tapped my lap and he straddled my lap, looking away from me.

“Don't hide your beautiful face from me. I would kill that monster with my bare hands if it wouldn't take me away from you, and what we have here. But I will if I ever see him near you. I won't let him hurt you again Sam. You are mine now. Listen to me… I won't ever hurt you.” I promised him.

He sniffled while nodding. “I know you wouldn’t. I don’t know how I know, I just do. I never said this to anyone before… about what Kyle did to me. But you make me feel safe to open up about it."

I hugged him tighter. “That makes me happier than you can imagine, it’s the same for me Sam. You make me feel like I can be myself, and not be judged and looked at with absolute disgust. I haven't wanted to spend time outside of this

house just to avoid bad interactions, there is no shouting, no blame. Even silence is comfortable with you. I am thankful to the universe for bringing you to me.”