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He pushes in, inch by inch, giving me time to adjust. The stretch is intense. Overwhelming, but so very right. When he’s fully seated, we both go still, foreheads pressed together, sharing air, our bodies learning this new language.

“Okay?” His voice is strained.

“More than okay.” I roll my hips experimentally, and we both groan at the friction. “More, Eli, please. I need more.”

He withdraws slowly and pushes back in, setting a rhythm that’s controlled at first, giving me time to adjust. But when I dig my nails into his shoulders and beg for more, control becomes a memory.

He drives into me with deep, powerful strokes that grind against my clit with every thrust and hit that perfect spot inside. The thick length of his cock fills me completely, stretching me so deliciously I can barely breathe through the pleasure. His mouth claims mine, then trails down to my breasts again, sucking hard on my nipples while he fucks me harder, deeper. Every thrust pushes me closer to the edge, the coil of pleasure winding impossibly tight in my core.

“I love you.” The words tear free. “I love you, Eli.”

He groans and drives harder. “Say it again.”

“I love you.” The words are repeated, broken, given without reservation. “I love you so much. I love you more than I thought I could love anything.”

“Again.” His rhythm falters, control slipping. “Say my name.”

“I love you, Eli.” My third orgasm builds as his cock brushes my clit, sensations radiating from my core. “I love you, I love you, I—”

The orgasm detonates. I scream his name while my pussy clenches around his cock in powerful, rhythmic waves, pulling him even deeper. The sensation triggers his release. He drives deep one final time, shouting my name. We come together, our bodies locked, foreheads pressed together, sharing air as intense pleasure surges through both of us.

He collapses beside me, pulling me against him. His heartbeat drums beneath my ear. My breathing slows, and I trace lazy patterns on his ribs.

“Stay.” His lips press the whisper into my hair. “Not just tonight. Stay forever.”

The request should terrify me, should trigger every pattern of running I’ve spent my adult life perfecting. Instead it settles in my bones like coming home.

“Okay.” The word comes out easier than I expected. “I’ll stay.”

His arms keep me close. “I’m going to hold you to that.”

“I know.” I press my lips to his sternum, right over the scar. “I’m counting on it.”

We lie there while dusk deepens into night. His fingers trace idle patterns on my shoulder, a pattern of circles and lines that become their own language.

“I need to tell you one thing.” The words cost me, but I force them out. “About why I couldn’t stop. Why I kept doing compressions even when he was gone.”

His hand stills on my shoulder. Waits.

“Because stopping meant admitting I’d failed. That all those years of giving everything I had still wasn’t enough.” My voice cracks. “And if I wasn’t enough to save him, then what was I?” I pause, inhaling slowly. “And now you’re here, figuring this out for me after only a few weeks.”

“You were human.” He frames my face with his palms, forcing me to meet his eyes. “You gave everything you had. That’s not failure. That’s proof you’re still alive after all those years in a system that needed the vulnerable parts of you to die so you could keep going.”

The words settle over me. I trace the scar around his ribs and the thin line on his forearm and understand that we’re both carrying ghosts we couldn’t save. Both trying to forgive ourselves for being human.

“Every scar is a time you went toward the fire.” My fingers map the raised tissue. “I know what you thought before you met me. You’re not a failure, Eli. You’re a man who shows up. A man who saves who he can and carries the ones he couldn’t.”

He meets my eyes. “You really believe that?”

“I’m learning to.” The admission feels like the truest thing I’ve ever said. “For both of us.”

His forehead drops to mine. We stay tangled together, sharing air, letting the ghosts settle into something we can carry together instead of alone.

“I’m going to marry you.” It’s not a question but a statement of fact.

The declaration should terrify me. Instead it makes my ribs expand with possibility.

“Okay.” The word comes out steadier than my voice should be. “But you have to ask first.”


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