I felt heat color my face. That thought had never occurred to me.
Kiira burst out in laughter.
“What happened with Matt?” Elsa asked.
I sighed. “It’s complicated.”
“Did your brother find out?” Ari asked.
I shook my head. “No. That was the problem.”
Kiira took a sip of her beer. “Were you still sneaking around?”
I nodded.
Elsa frowned. “Matt didn’t like that, huh?”
I sighed and gulped down my beer. It was nice they wanted to talk it out, but my thoughts were such a mess, I didn’t know what to do.
“Maddie,” Ari started. “What happened?”
“We broke up,” I muttered.
Kiira made a face. “Why?”
I let out a long, drawn-out sigh. “He didn’t want to be with me if we didn’t tell my brother. He doesn’t understand!”
“Then explain it to us,” Ari said gently.
So, I did.
I told them the reason I transferred to Franklin in the first place and then how my brother dropped the gloves with the guy who did it. How I was so afraid of what Noah would do when he found out his teammate, who he had taken under his wing, was fucking his little sister. I explained that Matt told me he loved me but then dropped the impossible ultimatum on me before storming out.
Afterward, Ari gave me a sad smile, but Kiira looked confused. Elsa had her arms crossed over her chest and looked pissed.
“So let me get this straight…you love each other but…you’re too much of a coward to tell your brother, ‘hey, by the way, I’m dating Matt. Get over it’? Sounds like a load of bullshit.”
Ari gave me a knowing look. “She has a point. I don’t understand the problem.”
I gulped.
“You didn’t tell him,” Kiira said for me.
I dropped my eyes to the table in front of me, guilt wrapping itself tight around my heart.
“Oh, Maddie,” Ari sighed.
“You gotta tell him,” Kiira insisted.
I looked up at the TV above the bar. The team was in Boston tonight for an away game. They were winning so far, but I had to tear my gaze away. I hadn’t been able to bear to watch a game since Matt and I broke up.
“Get over yourself,” Elsa scoffed. “You love each other. I don’t see what the problem is.”
“My brother will murder him,” I argued.
She shook her head. “That seems like an excuse.”
I looked around at the girls, and they all had similar looks on their faces.