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Enclosed. Contained. Carrying the sterile traces of human habitation layered over older materials and worn structure. Not open terrain. Not a battlefield. Not any environment I had occupied in recent memory.

Human.

The recognition sharpened my focus.

I drew in a measured breath, filtering what I could through the residual distortion in my senses, and that was when I became aware of her.

Close.

Closer than any human should have been.

The response to her struck me immediately, bypassing conscious thought and striking at a level I had not felt since before the war had altered everything I understood about my own nature.

Protect.

The instinct aligned with something deeper, something embedded beyond discipline or conditioning.

My body answered her before thought could intervene. The impulse drove through me with a force unrelated to the wound, old and absolute. I held myself motionless until I could bring my attention back to her rather than the instinct demanding action.

Tension gathered along my muscles despite the injury that should have limited me, my awareness narrowing with a precision that left no room for distraction.

Her.

I opened my eyes.

Light resolved first, then the boundaries of the room. A quick assessment found no immediate threat. Only then did I turn my head, ignoring the pull of the wound, until I could see her clearly.

She was human.

There was no mistaking it at this distance, no confusion in the details my vision provided. Smaller in structure, unarmored, her skin smooth where mine was scaled, her movements precise but lacking the reinforcement my kind carried as a matter of design.

And yet none of that mattered.

The recognition struck fully this time, no longer restrained by incomplete awareness or distance.

She was mine.

The certainty arrived whole, leaving no space for argument.

Every muscle in me locked.

No.

No. Discipline answered as quickly as instinct had. My neural damage had weakened more than my body; it had stripped away some of the fine restraint I normally placed between impulse and action.

To acknowledge the bond in this condition, to allow it to influence my actions, would place her at risk.

That was not acceptable.

I forced the reaction down, containing it as best I could while I assessed her more closely. She was focused on the injury at my side, her attention fixed on the damage rather than the threat I presented. Her hands moved with measured confidence, applying pressure, and adjusting the treatment without hesitation.

She did not fear me, though she should have. That did not reassure me. It made her proximity more dangerous, because every instinct I possessed had begun to treat her nearness as necessary.

Distance was necessary. From her, from the bond that had already begun to assert itself, from the instability within my own system that I could not fully regulate. I understood that clearly enough, yet the response that followed did not come from a conscious decision. My hand moved before I could stop it, my fingers closing around her wrist with a precision that had nothing to do with intent and everything to do with need.

Her palm touched the center of my chest, and the disorder inside me changed at once.

The noise along my neural pathways drew inward toward that single point of contact. Pain remained, but clarity returned around it, enough that I could think without fighting my own body for every thought.


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