Click.
“Chin up a little.”
Click.
“Now look outside.”
Click.
For the first few minutes, I have no idea what to do with myself.
Where am I supposed to put my hands? Am I smiling too much? Not enough?
Do people normally know what their face is doing? Because I don’t.
Rory lowers the camera.
“You’re trying too hard.”
“Am I not meant to pose?”
“You are. Just not like someone’s holding your family hostage until you get it right.”
A laugh bursts out of me, and the camera clicks.
I narrow my eyes. “You did that on purpose.”
“Guilty.”
She looks at the screen and grins. “There you are.”
I walk over to her. “Let me see.”
Rory turns the camera toward me. For a second, I just stare.
It’s me. Obviously. But I don’t look posed.
My head is tipped back from laughing, my hair falling over one shoulder and one hand still resting against the window frame.
I look happy. Light.
Not polished or composed.
“Oh.”
Rory glances at me. “Is that a good oh?”
“Yeah.”
She takes the camera back.
“Now stop worrying about what you look like.”
“That seems difficult when you’re literally photographing what I look like.”
“Trust me.”
I eye her. “Those are dangerous words.”