Page 29 of Bittersweet Redemption

When her hand moves down her body to her glistening clit, a strangled moan falls from my mouth. She doesn’t call me out on it. She says nothing about the fact that I’ve barely said two words to her since she moved in here, but now I’m sitting on her bed, asking her to masturbate in front of me.

She runs her finger through her wetness before bringing it up to circle her swollen clit. I watch in fascination as her finger moves around and around.

“Is this what I was doing to you? Rubbing your clit?” My voice barely sounds like me.

She moans. “No, you were. . . you were fingering me.”

“Let me see.” I can’t take my eyes off her hand as it moves to her entrance, and she slides one finger inside herself. This is pure hell. I want to touch her so fucking badly. I want her to touch me. My cock screams to be let out of these stupid tuxedo pants, but I won’t do it.

She pumps herself a few times. “Did I just have one finger inside you?”

She shakes her head against the pillow. “No. No, it was two.”

“Do you want two fingers inside you right now?”

“God, yes,” she says, sounding even more breathless. Without thinking this through and wondering if it’s a good idea, I reach out and slide a finger into her pussy next to her own finger.

“Kai!” she cries. There it is again. My downfall. Her saying my name while getting off. I move my finger alongside hers, matching her pace. She feels so wet, so soft, so fucking good. I bet she’d squeeze the hell out of my cock with how tight she is.

“Let me handle this, baby.” I move her hand away and push another finger into her to replace hers. She arches against the bed pressing her pussy farther onto my hand. “In your fantasy, did I make you come? Did you come with my fingers inside you?”

“Yes,” she says, barely above a whisper. I climb onto the bed so I have a better angle. My body covers hers, but I’m careful not to lower myself to her lips. If I kiss her, I don’t think I’ll be able to leave this bed. I pump into her harder and faster, curling up to hit the spot she needs while using my thumb to rub her clit.

“Oh, god. Kai.” Her legs tremble, and I feel her walls tightening on my fingers. She’s close. She’s so fucking close. I bite down on my bottom lip in anticipation of watching this woman come completely apart under me.

“That’s it, baby. Come for me. Show me how much you want me. How much you wish it was my cock inside you instead of my fingers.”

“Kai, Kai, Kai.” She comes while chanting my name. My fucking name. Her release soaks my hand, and it’s the hottest thing I’ve ever experienced. I wish it would have been my tongue getting her off because I’ve never wanted to taste a woman as much as I do right now.

Her body goes limp against the bed, and I reluctantly, slowly, pull my fingers out of her pussy.

“Oh my god,” she says in a relaxed, dream-like daze.

I don’t say anything. I just sit there, stunned, thinking about how I just made her come. The woman I’ve hated for years just came on my hand, and I fucking loved it. I want to do it again and again until her body can’t possibly handle another orgasm, but I make her do it again anyway.

“Thank you.” This pulls me out of my trance. I sit back on my haunches and stare at her face in the moonlight. Did she just thank me? I don’t think I’ve ever had a woman say thank you after fooling around.

“Uh, you’re welcome?” It sounds like a question because I’m not sure what I’m supposed to say in this situation.

My tone must make her realize that it was an odd thing to say because she follows it up with, “I, um, I haven’t been touched like that in a long time.”

I knew she hadn’t been with Roman’s dad for a while, but I assumed there were other men since then. I mean, Willa is gorgeous. I’m surprised she’s been single for as long as she has. As far as I can tell, she’s funny, energetic, a hard worker, and a great mother. She’s perfect.

Perfect? What the fuck is wrong with me? I know I’m supposed to hate this woman, but sitting here with her cum on my hand has me thinking about how amazing she is.

I’ve got to get out of here.

I need to extract myself from this situation.

Some distance and time with my hand will make me feel better. More myself. Remind me where the line is so I can cross back over because fingering the enemy is never a good idea.

Chapter 15

Willa

What just happened?

I’m flooded with a range of emotions. I feel awkward, embarrassed, relieved, hot, and nervous. Everything about what just happened was out of the ordinary for me. I’ve only ever been with Nick, and I just let this man between my legs even though he barely tolerates me. It’s out of character for me, but it felt so good.