Page 74 of For I Have Sinned

“You’re such a tease, you know that?” With my fingers still in my mouth, I nod. “What if I just take what I want?”

My fingers leave my mouth with a pop. “Don’t.”

“Please.”

My head drops to the side. “Maybe if you keep begging.”

“Please, Celine.” Alex slides off the chair, kicking it backward, and kneels on the carpet before me. “I’m dying over here. It’s been so long. Please let me have a taste.”

“How long has it been since you’ve been with a woman?”

He wets his lips. “Four years.”

Four years.

He hasn’t held, touched, or had sex with a woman in four years. I couldn’t imagine going that long without that type of pleasure. As I sit on his desk, staring down at him, I know I could deny him. Keep him desperate, but then I’d be torturing him.

“Taste me, Alex.” I give him the permission he has been seeking.

Without a second thought, his mouth finds my clit. His lips wrap around the sensitive spot, and he sucks roughly.

My hand flies to his hair, holding him still as he continues his attack. A cavernous moan comes from deep in his soul, and his eyes roll into the back of his head. Both of his hands find my waist, and he digs his fingers harshly into my skin. I hiss at the sudden pain, but that goes away when he stops sucking and laps my pussy with his tongue.

“Oh my god,” a quiet whine leaves my lips.

“Calling out to a man you don’t believe in.” He chuckles darkly as he backs his head away.

Alex doesn’t bring his eyes to mine. Instead, he stares intently at the mess he has made of me. With two fingers, he spreads me open, his breathing shuddering.

“Fuck. I’ve missed this.”

“As long as I’m in this convent, I’m all yours.”

His eyes flick up to mine, and there is a hunger brewing behind his gaze. It’s heavy and something I’ve never seen in a man before.

“Do you know what you’re offering me?” he questions slowly.

I leisurely nod. “Me.”

Alex’s eyes fall to where he is spreading me open, and he carefully slides a finger inside of me. I quietly gasp at the feeling of him being back inside of me.

“Whenever I want?” He pumps his finger deliberately, his eyes moving to meet mine. “Because now that I’ve had a real taste, I’m going to crave you every second of every day.”

My stomach swirls with butterflies knowing he is that addicted to me. “Whenever you want.”

A sinful grin forms on his beautiful face. “You have no idea the beast you just unleashed.”

Without waiting for my response, he dives back in. Alex wraps his arms around my thighs, yanking me closer to him. My ass is entirely off the desk as he holds me steady and eats me as if this is his last meal. He is being so rough as he buries himself between my thighs, and moans in satisfaction when he shoves his tongue inside me.

His being this hungry and desperate makes it hard to keep silent. All I want to do is scream his name, but I can’t. If someone were to find out about this, not only would we both be in trouble, but it would ruin his life.

Alex latches himself onto my clit again, and with a few harsh draws, I’m falling apart for him. I bite my finger hard to suppress the cries that want to escape. My back arches off his desk as he continuously devours me to get every last drop. Once he is satisfied, he backs away, licking my arousal from his lips.

No man has ever made me come like that with just his mouth, and now I know what Alex meant when he said he is going to crave me. Because I feel the same way. I think that he ruined every man for me, and that’s terrifying because when I get out of here, I’m leaving him behind.

He stands, pushing me back so I’m fully on the desk again. Using one hand, he keeps my legs spread as he lines himself up to my entrance.

Oh my god…