The gods damn pulse in my cock.
I palm my length through my pants as I turn and pace back.
Losing it.
Pulling my lips back, I hiss into the empty room.
I am certifiably losing it.
I reach the wall and turn around.
That thing in the air. The feeling that tells me there is something there…. It’s… Merde. It’s fracturing my sanity.
My nostrils flare as I inhale.
I could not place it outside. I cannot place it now. But when I was in the hall…
When I was in the hall, my body could not ignore it.
The wall stops me, and I spin back around.
I cannot explain the compulsion.
The scent was not there.
Was not there for me to taste. To catalog. To track.
There was nothing there.
But I could still feel it. Could sense it. Except I do not even know what it is.
It could be awful or extraordinary.
My end or my salvation.
I squeeze my cock harder.
Whatever it is, my dick is still fucking hard from it.
I reach the wall again, and frustration boils over.
I spin, facing the other way, and—still gripping my dick with one hand—and lift my free palm toward the far wall.
My gravito flares. And a fraction of a second later, I am across the room.
I press my forehead against the wall and lift my empty hand up to one of my horns. And I squeeze it in time with my cock.
“What. Is. Happening?” I growl through gritted teeth.
I am long past puberty. And I might stroke myself regularly. But I do not get hard for no reason.
I rock my forehead against the wall while I tug on the base of my horn.
It is that scent that is not a scent.
The invisible energy saturating the air.
I need to find the source of it. Before madness finds me first.