Page 195 of Rookie Attraction

“Later.” I lean down and claim his mouth. “Right now, you’re going to fuck me.”

“Oh God.”

Reaching for Sel’s jeans, I quickly undo them and push his briefs down, his gorgeous cock slapping against his taut belly. Sel raises his hips, and I tug the clothing down to his thighs. I’ve never seen anything as beautiful as Sel, his hair disheveled, his swollen lips curled in a sinful smile. I shuffle back, yank his jeans all the way off, and make quick work of my own. He raises up on his elbows and shifts until his back is leaning against the headboard. All the time he watches me, his eyes intent, a dark flush staining his cheekbones.

Suddenly my nerves kick up again.

“Face to face but like this,” I insist as I crawl up the bed and straddle him. “I need to have some control.”

He nods, biting his lower lip.

My hand slides under one of the pillows and when I pull out the lube, I pour almost half the bottle into Sel’s outstretched hand. Watching him slick his fingers makes my hole clench tight. He runs his other hand over my ass cheek, rubbing and squeezing, until I start to relax. Then his lubed finger traces the crease of my ass and relaxed is not what’s happening here. I’m way too fucking excited about what comes next.

“I used a dildo,” I blurt out.

Closing my eyes, I shake my head. Fuck, can I just be cool during sex? Like, one fucking time? Sel doesn’t seem to mind, because he keeps teasing me with those talented hands, his grip even firmer.

When I open my eyes and look at him, he’s smiling so wide that it’s nearly blinding.

“Did you enjoy using it?”

I lick my lips and nod.

“Yes,” I admit. “But it wasn’t enough.”

“Getting yourself ready for me is so fucking sexy, Finn.”

“Too bad my mouth didn’t get the memo.”

Sel shakes his head.

“Say whatever you want, whenever you want. Everything you are turns me on.”

I worry my lower lip.

“I’m nervous.”

“I can tell.” Sel bands his arms around my body and reassures me with a soft kiss. “Guess what? So am I.”

“You?”

“It’s your first time having anal sex, Finn. I don’t want to disappoint you.”

“You could never.”

Sel massages my ass, then slips one slick finger down my crease again, over my hole, then lower, teasing my taint. The pleasure’s already out of hand and then his lips and tongue trace lazy patterns on my neck.

“Ah, fuuuuck,” I groan.

I push my ass back, needing more, and my dick leaks like mad.

“I haven’t even gotten inside you, sweetheart.”

“I know,” I shiver. “And already it’s the hottest thing ever.”

“You’re stroking my ego.”

I reach down and wrap my hand around his erection, working his cock fast and rough, a rhythm that I’ve learned drives him crazy. His raspy moans don’t lie.