Finally, she nods. “Okay.” Heading to the foyer table, she picks up her bag and keys. “Are you sure?” she asks. “He might be gone overnight.”
Motherf—
I draw in a hard breath and hold the door open for her. “Weather’s bad and getting worse. Drive careful.”
In any case, he’ll get a notification from the exterior cameras that I arrived and that Damaris left, while I didn’t. He’ll come home.
The kid leaves, and I lock the door, walking farther into the house. “Anna-Katherine?”
I hear the pitter-patter of footsteps across the hardwood floor upstairs. She rushes up to the railing, drying her hair with a towel. “Hi!” She beams. “Are you staying with me?”
“Yeah.”
She makes some sound, a mix between a yip and a gasp, and disappears back into her room. In six seconds she’s back with her hair dryer and a brush. “Damaris was going to dry my hair,” she says as she hurries down the steps.
Holding the shit out to me, she smiles.
I grimace, not even trying to hide my discomfort as I take the brush and dryer. “I’m sure you could do a better job yourself than I could.”
She starts walking for the kitchen, telling me, “It’s relaxing.”
I didn’t even do my sister’s hair when she was little.
Following, I frown as she takes a seat at the island. “Who brushes your hair when Damaris isn’t here?” I ask.
“My brother.”
I cock a brow at how easy the image pops into my head. He seems fatherly to her. I mean, the right kind of fatherly. Protective. Nurturing. It’s why I don’t fear not being around for her anymore. He’ll take good care of her. If he can keep his father away from her.
Plugging in the hair dryer, I hesitate. But then I take her long hair and run the brush down it.
Her head jerks backward. “Ouch,” she whines. “You gotta do the ends first.”
I purse my lips. If she were Liv, I’d throw the fucking brush out the window, but I don’t want to make her cry. Taking her hair in my fist, I work the ends and then gently move the brush farther and farther up until I’m combing through in long, smooth strokes.
As I glide the brush down her brown locks, I go still, a memory hitting me.
My parents’ bedroom. The curtain billowing in the breeze, a storm coming. My mother sighing—happy—as I ran a brush down her shiny, long black hair. Maybe I was nine or ten.
My arm moves on its own, combing Anna-Katherine’s locks, almost seeing my mom’s hand reaching back and patting mine as I brush.
I blink, water in my eyes and my throat aching, but I grab the dryer and start working the strands.
In a moment, she’s tipping her head back like my mother did and I’m brushing as I dry.
I completely forgot that I brushed her hair sometimes. Why didn’t I remember that? It’s a good memory, and I have almost none of those with her.
I turn the dryer off and set it down, continuing to smooth down the girl’s hair.
I didn’t help my mother, but I can try with Anna-Katherine.
“AK?”
She swings her legs a little. “Yeah?”
“You know he’s not your…real brother, right?”
Her legs stop moving, and I know it’s cruel to say, but she needs some perspective. She needs to fight for herself instead of trusting others. Someone needs to say it just once.