unable to understand what he had done wrong.
‘I cannot understand why Oceanus
would do this. Without his support,
without the Potamoi, this war is lost!’
I ran my hand through Kratos’s
thick curls, so like his father’s.
‘Perhaps he has finally learned
that his children are more than just weapons.’
Pallas paused and stared at me.
‘Styx. Your father treating his children
with value. Do not make me laugh.’
This stung, even though it was the truth.
My parents had seen their countless children
as a way to make themselves more powerful.
But it did not change the fact that they were our parents.
And war changes us all. My father looked older.
Gods should never age, and yet he had
from watching children suffer.
‘Do you not think it possible
that all these years of seeing
his children being injured may have
turned him into a kinder God, who longs
for peace for his own family?’
Pallas Finally Stopped Pacing
and approached me on the bed.
He gently touched Kratos’s watchful face.
‘I know you wish to believe that, Styx,’
he said sorrowfully to me.
‘But I think your father is wily enough
to understand we are losing this war.