I had noticed how differently
my brothers were treated.
Despite their strange features,
no one whispered about their horns,
their tails, their coarseness.
It was only after they were born that I realized
that even though I was merely tolerated
for looking nothing like the vivid-eyed,
elegant beauty of my mother and aunts,
my brothers were celebrated
for their peculiar features, which were nothing
like the light that exuded from my father
and all his many brothers.
My Father Did Not Change
At least not then and not toward me.
Where my mother barely had time
to glance my way anymore,
my father did his best to make
an effort to carve moments with me.
Of course, he was preoccupied.
Crafting oceans and seas
and teaching his sons
the rules of godhood
took up much of his time.
But one day when I sat alone
on the sands watching his ocean’s
cerulean waters
devour the orange glow
of a setting sun,
he came to find me.