My eyes snap open, I realize what I just did.
No.
No.
“Fuck.” I hiss through my teeth.
I just kissed Evren, the monster, the psychopath. The man I use, I hate.
I pull back abruptly, my eyes widening, watching his face.
Evren looks stunned.
I need to get the fuck out, I shouldn’t have done that, it was impulsive.
I watch the corner of his mouth twitch before slowly curling into a full smirk.
Absolutely not, I don’t have the mentality to deal with him, I just stabbed a person and kissed him.
I turn my back on him and press the back of my hand against my mouth.
I start walking away, blushing furiously, mortified by what I just did.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
That isn't normal, I can't just kiss monsters like it's nothing.
Oh my God... This is—That was our first kiss.
I just stabbed a man's eye and kissed the very man I’m supposed to despise, who killed him, who cut Liam's wrist, who kidnapped me and forced me to work on his car, who—
Suddenly, a hand clamps around my wrist, spins me around, and the other tangles in my hair at the base of my skull, yanking me back until my spine hits the wall.
I gasp in pain, my back is probably bruised from earlier.
His lips crash into mine with bruising force.
I freeze for a heartbeat.
Then I completely melt.
I kiss him back, my lips moving with his, it's all teeth, desperation, and angry heat.
A fucking collision.
His hand slides from the back of my head to my throat, while the other releases my wrist to hook beneath my thigh and lift me.
The dress hikes up with the movement.
I wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck, one hand tangling in his hair.
It's messy, violent, the blood covering both our faces smears together.
A low, approving sound vibrates through his chest, half growl, half grunt.
I feel him deepen the kiss instantly, claiming the space I willingly gave him.
The warmth of his lips against mine...I can't think.