I almost laugh.
Trust?
Vega doesn’t trust anyone.
“Is there a problem, Señor Moreno?”
Yes.
A massive one.
“No,” I say, making sure the word sounds nonchalant.
Adriana nods. “Good. You’ll begin this afternoon.”
11
ROBIN
My throat burns.
That’s the first thing I’m aware of when I open my eyes again. If I even slept. It doesn’t feel like sleep.
Cold floor. Metal bars. No sense of time.
I haven’t cried in a while. Not because I don’t want to. Because I can’t. My body doesn’t have anything left to give.
Good.
I don’t want to cry anymore.
Tears are weak. Wasteful. I won’t give them any more of me.
Instead I feel rage. It sits low in my stomach, coiled tight, and it gets stronger every time I think about that asshole Zabala.
The way he looked at me. The way he laughed. The way he—
I squeeze my eyes shut.
No.
I’m not giving that moment any more space in my head. I can’t afford to.
I curl my fingers into fists.
Why?
Sure, I was snooping around that woman’s house. I shouldn’t have been there. I shouldn’t have been digging into things that clearly didn’t want to be found.
But I wasn’t doing it for me.
I was doing it for Hawk.
For Daniela.
For us.
Something is wrong. I know it is. I felt it before all of this happened. Something needed to be done before more terrible things befell us.