Zabala has a reputation of “handling” prisoners in ways that go beyond orders. I’ve warned him before. More than once. He doesn’t care. The only way to stop a man like him is to put him in the ground.
And I can’t do that. Not yet, anyway. He’s loyal to Vega, and I… I owe him. He got me a passport a few years ago so I could see Maria Delgado in Brazil.
I lean forward. “You weren’t assigned to her.”
He shrugs, careless. “You weren’t here.”
“I am now.”
“But you weren’t an hour ago. Someone had to give her food.”
I hold his gaze. “That’s my responsibility.”
“Relax.” He lets out a short laugh. “I was just going above and beyond.”
The hairs on the back of my neck rise. “Yeah?” I ask. “And how did that go?”
He starts giggling.
A grown man—one who is known for his cruelty—is seriously giggling.
The sound grates on my nerves.
“You should’ve seen her,” he says. “All proud when I walked in. Like she thought she still had some dignity left.”
I go rigid. “What did you do, Zabala?”
He tilts his head. “I helped her adjust. Told her to eat.”
“And?”
He leans closer, lowering his voice like he’s sharing a joke. “She didn’t want to. So I made it easier for her.”
I don’t ask how. Part of me doesn’t want to know what he did. Whatever it was, I want to break his face.
Right here. Right now.
I force myself to breathe.
In.
Out.
I can’t afford to lose control. Not here. Not in front of him.
I sit back slowly as if none of this matters. “Funny,” I say.
“It was,” he agrees.
I stare at him. “Is that all you did?”
“No,” he says. “Figured I’d make sure she understood her situation.”
I swallow a lump in my throat. “How?”
“Got a few squeezes in.”
My vision goes red.