Page 146 of Forbidden Fate

His hands on my face.

His confession.

His mouth on mine.

His role in Eagle’s overdose.

His grief over Señora Valentina.

His body between me and Zabala.

The fact that I left him in danger because I couldn’t figure out how to forgive him and love him in the same breath.

“I’ll tell you what I can,” I say.

“What you can?” he asks.

I run my fingers down my face. “Vinnie.”

“Robin, what does that mean?”

“It means I’m exhausted, and I’ve been through hell, and I can’t do this part yet.”

“Then don’t,” Raven cuts in. “Not right now.”

A lump rises in my throat. “Thank you.”

“No one’s going to push you the second you get home,” she says.

I close my eyes. “I know,” I whisper.

And I break.

I cry.

I fucking sob.

“Oh, honey.” From Raven.

I fold over the table with the phone pressed to my ear and bawl.

Hard.

Ugly.

Uncontrollable.

“Robin, it’s okay,” Raven says. “You’re coming home.”

I nod even though she can’t see me. “I know.”

“You’re safe now.”

I nod again. “I know.”

“We’ve got you.”

I squeeze my eyes shut. “I know.”