Page 11 of His Forbidden Obsession

“I want you to fuck me.” Oh my God, had I said that?

I gasped when Lorenzo released my cock. “No. Don’t stop.”

“Nikolai.” He took hold of my chin again and forced me to look at him.

“Y-yes?”

“Say that again.”

I didn’t think I’d have the courage, but saying it once had apparently made me lose my mind, because words I never intended to say spilled out. “I want you to fuck me. I need to have a good first time. I don’t want to get married, and I don’t want to fuck Ivanov. My father sold me to him. I never⁠—”

Lorenzo gripped my arms, his face hard. “He did what?”

“Never mind. I shouldn’t have said anything. I⁠—”

“Your father has no right to⁠—”

“He owns me. He’s made that very clear. He needs money, and Ivanov agreed to pay him for me. Ivanov wants an alliance, but he demanded me too.”

Lorenzo growled. “You’re not a piece of property.”

“That’s how my father sees his children.” My sister. Me. Even the children he’d produced with his mistresses were pawns to him.

“Why did he send you away only to bring you back and⁠—”

“He had to be sure he could keep me from meeting anyone. He wanted me desirable for men who wanted someone young and untouched. He had guards following me anytime I left the house. I’ve barely had any privacy in years.”

“That’s sick.”

I shrugged.

“Your body is yours to use however you want.”

“And I want you.”

“Nikolai…”

He wasn’t seriously having second thoughts, was he? “Please. I won’t get another chance. No one else is as brave as you.”

His eyes narrowed. “Who else is pursuing you?”

“No one. I mean, no one I like. Just men who want me for their property, but Ivanov won.”

“You should leave. You should run away.”

Like that was so easy. “I have no money, and my father will follow me. Just make tonight count, okay?”

He cupped my ass, lifting me higher and stepping away from the wall. I clung to him as he walked to the bed. When he dropped me on the mattress, I looked up at him. The raw desire in his eyes should have scared me, but it didn’t. He shoved my legs up, exposing me fully, making me shiver. I’d never been this open to a man.

“You want me to fuck this tight little ass?”

He was trying to scare me, make me wish I hadn’t asked for this, but I wasn’t going to let him. If he wasn’t my first, it would be my future father-in-law, and that man was a monster.

“Y-yes.”

He smiled down at me, looking like Lucifer himself. “It won’t be easy for you, your first time.”

“I know.”