Page 69 of Coming Clean

Jeremy soothed the stingwith careful licks, then sank to his knees. Connor’s cock wasdeeply red and precum beaded at the tip. Jeremy took Connor’s shaftdeep into his mouth and gazed up at his lover. Connor had his teethsunk into his lower lip, obviously trying to stay silent. Jeremyswallowed him deeper, tightening his throat around Connor’s cock.When Jeremy pulled back and took him down again, Connor whimpered,and the sound made Jeremy suddenly desperate to move thingsalong.

Jeremy sucked him for a fewmore seconds before releasing him and standing up. “I don’t wantyou to come until I’m buried inside you.”

He walked around the bed toget the supplies they needed. When he turned around, Connor waswatching him while lazily stroking his cock. He kept going asJeremy watched. Jeremy loved Connor’s lack of self-consciousness.He might be uncertain about telling the world he was gay but he wascomfortable in his own skin.

Connor gestured toward thelube and condoms with his free hand. “You gonna do something withthose or just stand there watching?”

Jeremy gave him what hehoped was a seductive smile. “I have some very good plans forthese. Get on the bed.”

Connor complied rapidly, asif he’d been given an order by a superior.

“Are you good at takingorders?” Jeremy asked.

Color rose in Connor’scheeks. “I can be. I used to be.”

“Good. Lie down on yourback, arms above your head, and don’t move.”

“Jeremy?”

Betting on Connor likingthis power play more than he wanted to admit, Jeremy raised a brow.Connor obeyed without further protest. Jeremy climbed on the bedafter him, and when Connor bent his knees, Jeremy pushed them openwith a firm but not quite rough, pressure and settled betweenthem.

Connor groaned. “I’ve neverfelt so exposed, so….”

“I’m right here,” Jeremywhispered. “I’m going to take care of you, but if you change yourmind, that’s okay too.” Somehow. He’d stop. Even if it killed him.“I want you to trust me.”

“I do,” Connor said, thewords barely audible.

Jeremy ran his fingers overConnor’s chest, across his abs and just to the side of hisstraining cock, his touch light, teasing. Connor sucked in abreath. He continued to toy with Connor, cupping his balls andlightly tickling his perineum. With his other hand, Jeremy strokedConnor’s inner thigh, loving the feel of coarse hair over softskin.

“Stop fucking teasingme.”

Jeremy laughed. “I likemaking you squirm.”

Connor scowled athim.

“You said you’ve always hadto rush. Not now. Not with me. We’re going to take thisslowly.” If I can standit.

Jeremy tugged lightly onConnor’s balls and then pressed on the skin just behind them.Connor shuddered and arched into his touch. Jeremy loved howresponsive he was. “I’m going to get you so worked up, you’ll thinkyou’re going to lose your mind if I don’t fuck you.”

“Jeremy!”

The desperation in Connor’stone made him crazy. He wouldn’t have thought he’d have the powerto do that to such a strong man. Jeremy continued to tormentConnor, touching him everywhere but his cock and his ass. Finally,Connor broke, hooking his hands under Jeremy’s arms and pullingJeremy up his body. Jeremy stretched out over him letting theircocks rub against each other. Connor held his hips, keeping himthere so he could thrust against him as he plundered Jeremy’s mouthwith his tongue. Wasn’t he supposed to be the one in charge now?Jeremy didn’t think he cared.

Eventually, he freedhimself from Connor’s grip and sat back. They stared at each other,both taking ragged breaths.

“I’m not waiting anylonger,” Connor demanded.

Jeremy nodded, too hard andneedy himself to hold back anymore. He reached for the lube he’dtossed on the bed and slicked his fingers. Connor drew his legs upagain, setting his feet flat on the bed, his thigh muscles rigidwith tension.

“Relax.” Jeremy ran a handover one of Connor’s rock-hard hamstrings, sliding his fingerslower, slowly approaching Connor’s ass. “I won’t hurtyou.”

Connor drew in a shakybreath. “I can handle it. You don’t have to baby me.”

“I don’t want you to handleit. I want you to love it.” Jeremy wrapped a hand around Connor’sshaft and worked him carefully. After a few seconds, Connor’s legslost their rigidity and he started thrusting into Jeremy’s hand.Jeremy slid his lubed fingers along Connor’s crack. Connor groanedbut continued trying to get more friction on his dick. Jeremycircled Connor’s entrance then pushed in just a little, forcinghimself to hold back.

Connor pushed his asstoward Jeremy’s finger to get more and Jeremy gave him what hewanted. Holy fuck, he was tight. Connor tensed when Jeremy’s fingerpushed past the tight muscle that tried to keep him out.

“Breathe,” Jeremy insisted,stroking Connor’s cock in long slow movements. Connor kept his eyessqueezed shut but he nodded. “Connor, look at me.”