“Have you been picturing me naked this whole time?”
“Yeah,” he says sheepishly, prowling toward me.
“Wait.” I hold my hand against Levi’s heart. “I want you, Levi.”
“I want you too, Winnie.” He’s understandably confused, since we’ve pre-established that fact. I just need him to truly get my sentiment. I shake my head.
“I’m aching for only you.”
I want Levi to know that tonight, in this moment, he couldn’t be anyone else, which is a new concept to me. Men have always been interchangeable for me. Now, it’s him I want.
This Levi, bare above me, and every version of him I’ve seen so far.
His face softens.
“I have been dreaming about doing this, Win,” he confesses.
I lose one shaky breath and hold his stare as my head hits a pillow. Levi leans over me, propping himself up with hands on the sides of my head.
“Tell me what you need.” He orders with a strained voice. I tell him. “Are you going to argue with me when I ask you to do something?”
“Depends,” I say.
Levi brings his lips to my ear. “Be a good girl and spread your legs for me.” Oh. Alright. Shit. No argument here. “Fuck, Win. You’re dripping. Is all this for me?” I bob my head quickly, gulping down loudly. “Can I taste you?” he asks on his way to my center.
“Yes.”
Not even two minutes later, I’m crying out his name.
I giggle, giddy.
When we make eye contact, I see there the same glint of disbelief I’m feeling.
Levi just gave me an orgasm!
With his tongue!
What the fuck!
I want more!
Levi leaves for a blip; he comes back with a strip of condoms.
“Presumptuous, much?” I say, giggling.
“No. More like fucking hopeful,” he replies.
Levi then discovers that the tips of my ears aren’t the only parts of my body that flush when I’m flustered.
“I’m clean, though,” he reassures me.
“Same. But let’s use a condom.”
I watch Levi reach for a condom and slide it on. I’m putty under his hands as he grabs my hips and pulls me to him until my ass is against his folded knees.
Everything slows down. I’m glad because I want to commemorate every detail of this moment in memory.
Levi’s fully blown pupils.