“I like cuddles.” Even to my ears it sounded defensive.
“That’s good. I do too.” He nuzzled against my shoulder and closed his eyes.
I flicked off the lights, inhaling the scent of his hair. I wished this was something I could have every night.
But I couldn’t.
Aster had big plans, he was too young, and I was too broken.
Sure, I’d managed to perform this evening, but that meant nothing...
The thrill of the new, and I’m sure, the forbidden aspect, were very arousing.
I could have tonight, but that was all.
I wasn’t allowed to have this.
Chapter Ten
Aster
Thursday, August 6th
I slept so soundly it was like I switched off the same time the bedroom light did. Mickey’s arms were the safest place in the world.
When I woke up it was mid-morning and Mickey was long gone.
I stretched, showered and fixed myself an extra large bowl of Mickey’s granola, and sat at my laptop, ready to send another round of emails to the town council.
To my surprise I had some replies.
Out of seven council members, four had replied. None of them had any idea what I was talking about, but one by the name of Barbara Traylor had a distinct note of concern to her email. She promised to look into it further from her end. I sent follow ups to the others.
I posted the article I’d written on all my socials, making the settings public so anyone could see and share it. I sent a link to Tane, knowing he’d boost the post when he had time.
Then I did some noodling around online, looking for companies who wanted to expand into our area of Southern California. It didn’t turn up much.
My phone buzzed, I opened it to see a message from Joel, my drag queen bestie.
Joel: Hey babe, haven’t heard from you in a hot minute. Still alive down there?
I smiled as I tapped out a reply.
Aster: yeah, I’m alive. Staying at Harlow’s family farm with her older brother, trying to dig up some shady government conspiracy.
Joel: how very Agent Mulder of you
Joel: omg we should do an X-Files drag duet
Joel: I’d be hot as hell in those shoulder pads and almond shaped pumps with pale pantyhose
I burst out laughing.
Aster: I don’t think I’ve ever seen an episode, just bits on Reels and stuff.
Joel: gay sacrilege! Watch it immediately.
Joel: Now, is this the older brother that brought you lunch and cheered from the front row of the show?