I had picked up along the way, not that any of
my old family placed much confidence in doctors
anyway. At this point, I’d have had my arm in a sling
made from bandannas knotted together, my mother brewing
willow bark tea on a propane camp stove,
someone with their thumb jammed
in an acupressure point behind my knee.
Now back in the parking lot, day breaking,
sitting in Sylvie’s van, arm encased
in a cast, Winslow behind us looking on
with soft, wet eyes, clearly wondering
if he would be rewarded with a treat
for all his trouble (that he caused),
staring at the addition to my arm while Sylvie drives
us back to the campground. Ever tried
to hop a freight train with a broken arm?
Neither have I. Sounds like a good way
to fall under the wheels and end
your new life before it even starts.
I’m screwed, I say, not sure whether
I’m saying it out loud
or just thinking it but not
really caring.
Knox
“Don’t think that way. You’re young and healthy. You’ll heal quick,” Sylvie says.
“I guess I did say that out loud, huh,” I say.
“In the state you’re in I could probably have a lot of fun convincing you I’m a mind reader.”
“And wouldn’t that feel good, taking advantage of the gullibility of someone doped up on pain meds.”
“Hey, believe me, I’m the last person to take advantage of anyone’s gullibility. Yesterday–I don’t even know why I’m telling you this–some wook girl and her Manson boyfriend–”
“Wook?”