Winslow’s sweet head in my lap, I decided Enough,
I told myself, This is a vacation, go be with other people
on vacation, and I booked myself three nights
at a fancy campsite in Buckley that came with WiFi
and a firepit. They had mini golf (for a fee) and
bike rentals (for a fee) and volleyball (free
somehow)—and a pet playground. That was
the important part. Winslow dozed
on the drive there, me making him little promises
anyway about a doggy seesaw I knew he’d love.
At the KOA it took me too many tries
to back the van into my spot. I parked.
I cried. Leashed Winslow and went to get
the lay of the land: lots of little kids, lots
of retirees. No one my age.
Once Winslow was tired, we sat
at my firepit to people-watch. The only ones
I couldn’t get a read on were the group
in the skoolie (I knew the lingo from Reddit),
bright yellow still, bus seats taken out. A few RVs
clustered around them to make a courtyard
and there they’d laid out blankets covered with stuff to sell
in epic piles. Stacks of paperbacks, friendship bracelets,
weird wire sculptures. And yeah I like to thrift
but it wasn’t interesting. The people selling it
were. Tanned, raggedy, blond from the sun
mostly, and I couldn’t keep a count because someone else
was always stepping off the school bus
to start their shift. What was their deal—
drugs? Religion? Dharma bums? I couldn’t stop