Page 1 of Mia

Istared at the double blue lines on one test and the very clear pregnant on the other. There was no way in hell this shit was happening. God wouldn’t be so cruel. Picking up the boxes, I checked the expiration dates. These things had to have been expired. That was the only explanation there could be for a positive pregnancy test.

Nevermind the fact that I’d been allowing this man to play in my guts, no protection in sight. Nevermind that I’d been throwing this ass back on him. Nevermind that every time he was hitting me from the back, I lost all good sense and told him to cum in me.

I asked for this shit, begged for it, even.

A knock on the door caused me to jump. As it opened, I scrambled to hide the boxes and tests. Titan stuck his head in with furrowed brows.

“You’ve been in here forever. What’s going on?”

I frowned because he was at my house uninvited and unannounced. He showed up stating that we needed to talk. I didn’t want to talk to him because I knew it would turn into a fight and I didn’t have the energy for that. Not right now. No matter how many times I told him to leave, he refused, so I locked myself in the bathroom. What use that did because he picked the lock.

“Can I have some fucking privacy?” I snapped, trying to push him out.

Of course, he wasn’t having that. He fully stepped into the bathroom and closed the door.

“Titan, get out!”

“Nah. You been acting real funny with me, and it ain’t just because we beefing right now. I came over here to have an adult conversation with you and you locked yourself in the damn bathroom? What’s the issue?”

I pinched the bridge of my nose. It was no secret to anyone that Titan and I were always fighting. It was hard to love and hate this man at the same time. Titan DeLuca was the bane of my existence and the very man who made my heart stop.

We’d been pitted against each other for most of our lives, and it was hard for love to survive that. Growing up, I had to be the best. I was one of the few girls training alongside a slew of guys. They saw me as weak and privileged. I’d heard so many times that I was only there because of who my mother and grandfather were.

It never mattered that I was a better shot, a better fighter, and all around better bitch than half those niggas. They were always fucking with me, Titan included. Once he let up, I didn’t care. Like Cardi B said, if we got beef, we got beef forever. Somewhere between the beefing, we started fucking. Then we were fucking and fighting. We’d been doing this shit since we were kids and it was getting old. Now I was stuck with this muthafucka.

“Ain’t no issue. I was just trying to take a piss in peace.”

“You lying, and you know how I feel about that shit. What are you in here hiding?”

He tried to reach around me, but I ducked out of his way.

“Titan!”

“Mia! Stop fucking playing me for stupid.”

He grabbed me, pulling me into his chest. Expertly, he locked my arms behind my back and snatched the box from me. Once he saw what it was, he let go of my hands and stared at me. I crossed my arms as he pulled the tests from the box and read the results.

“You’re pregnant?”

I was quiet.

“Mia!”

“Yes!”

“And you were gonna hide it from me?”

“No. I just… what are we gonna do with a baby, Titan?”

“Uh, I don’t know. How about raise it? You ever thought about that?”

I brushed past him and left the bathroom, heading into my bedroom.

“This wasn’t supposed to happen.”

“What did you think would happen when you told me to nut in you?”

I spun around and shoved him. “And you were stupid enough to listen to me! I don’t want a baby with you, Titan!”