Page 104 of Wilde Hearts

I squeezed my eyes shut. I’d missed this intimacy. Colt had always brought out a side of me that no one else ever had. Sex with other guys had been just that—sex. I’d never allowed anyone else to give me oral, and I never, ever talked during sex. It was a transaction between me and the guy, mutual satisfaction. Nothing more. I couldn’t let it be more because the only man I’d ever wanted to have that connection with was Colt.

“Ensley,” he growled.

“I want you to…” My words faded. I suddenly felt shy for some reason.

When he lightly bit the inside of my thigh, I nearly came on the spot.

“Tell me.”

When I opened my eyes and lifted my head, he was staring at me.

“Tell me exactly what you want me to do, sweetheart.”

I swallowed and felt a rush of wetness between my legs. “Fuck me with your mouth.”

His eyes turned dark as the corner of his mouth lifted into a smile. Then he was there. Licking and sucking as I squirmed on the bed. My fingers sliced through his hair, and I pulled him closer as I rocked my hips into his movements.

He slipped two fingers inside of me, and I knew it wouldn’t take much more.

“Yes! Oh God, yes—Colt! I’m going to come!”

My back arched off the bed as one of the strongest orgasms of my life ripped through my body in a pleasure so intense, I thought for sure I was going to black out.

“I can’t! Stop! It’s too much,” I cried, as I finally attempted to move away from him.

He pulled me back to his mouth and licked again, causing another round of shudders to move through my body. At this rate, I was positive I was going to die from orgasm overdose.

When he drew back, I opened my eyes. He took off his boxers, and I licked my lips as his impressive length stood at attention, bobbing against his perfectly toned stomach.

“I need to grab a condom, Pip.”

Forcing my stare away from his dick, I looked at him. “I want to feel you, Colt. No barriers.”

“Are you on the pill?”

I slowly shook my head. “I stopped taking it because I was going to do IVF.”

Colt crawled over my body and took my mouth in a kiss that was so tender, I felt tears sting the back of my eyes. I closed them to keep the tears at bay.

“Do you want a baby, Ensley?”

My eyes were still closed, but I nodded.

“Do you want a baby…with me?” he whispered.

When I finally opened my eyes, I felt the tears fall. “I’ve only ever loved you, Colt. I can’t imagine ever loving another man.”

He placed his hands on both sides of my head and looked into my eyes. “I love you, too, Ensley. Are you sure?”

My fingers moved lightly down his back. “It’s probably the most selfish thing I’ve ever wanted, but yes. I’m sure. If you’re—”

He positioned himself and pushed inside of me in one quick movement, before I even finished speaking. “I want to spend the rest of my life with you, Ensley. I want every moment with you. Every memory. Everything—I want it.”

“And if it happens?”

Smiling, he kissed the tip of my nose. “Then I’ll be the happiest man alive. I don’t want to waste one more minute waiting on us. On our future.”

I ran a finger down the side of his face and smiled. “Then you better get busy.”