I smile from ear to ear.
“And I told you, good boys get rewards.” His voice evens out, going back to the firm, stern one I know well. The one I love.
“Uh-huh,” I breathe, my dick straining against my pants in this position.
“So tell me, Ryder, what is it that you want?” he whispers. “What can I give you?
I don’t have to think about my answer, though it shouldn’t come as easily as it does.
“You,” I say. “Kane, I want you.”
Chapter Sixteen
Kane
You, Kane. I want you.
I’m not sure I’ve ever heard anyone say those words, but the minute Ryder says them, something in me cracks open.
I look up into his eyes, into those beautiful sapphire orbs, and it’s like I’m finally home. Like some missing piece of me has finally been found.
I kiss Ryder everywhere my mouth can reach, trailing my lips along his jaw, up to his ear.
“Tell me,” I whisper, a new sort of instinct taking over. I’ve instructed plenty of men as a dom. Telling people what to do, especially in this sort of situation, is a natural sort of thing for me. But what isn’t natural, what is new and scary and intriguing and addicting is this feeling that I want him—no I need him—to tell me what he wants in exact words, so I can give it to him.
Because I want to give Ryder everything he deserves. This sexy, charming, funny man who knows just how to push my buttons and bring out parts of me I didn’t know I had. Who knows how to lead me when I am unsure, when I am afraid of the unknown.
“Tell me precisely how you want me to make you come, Ryder, and I will.”
Ryder’s eyes roll in the back of his head, and I have to refrain from chuckling because I swear, it’s the cutest damned thing I’ve ever seen.
“Oh my God,” he mutters.
“You good?” I ask softly. “If this is too much—”
“Oh, I’m good,” Ryder says, digging his socked heels into my jean-clad ass.
He grins like the Cheshire Cat.
“Sir. Very fucking good.”
“I’m not going to tell you again, Ryder. Last chance.”
I watch his pupils dilate, but he looks nervous.
“Um… are you any good with rope?” he asks, blushing that shade of scarlet that is like a drug for my cock.
“Actually, yes, though I will be honest and tell you I have not done much bondage in years.”
“Oh,” he says, biting his lip.
“But I will not hurt you, if that’s what you’re worried about.”
He swallows.
“No, I trust you. I just—”
“Talk to me,” I tell him as I let him down, because I can tell this is something that may be difficult for him. “Tell me what you’re feeling, thinking.”