“Why?” I ask softly. “It was written with such confidence.”
“It was written to someone else.”
There it is. The knife, exactly where it belongs.
I look at her for a long moment. “Yes.”
Her breathing changes. Barely. I notice because I’m noticing everything.
I set the phone back down. “Was it true?”
Her eyes fly open. “What?”
“The text.” My voice remains level. “Was it true, or were you performing for a man too dull to interest you otherwise?”
She stares at me as if I have struck her.
I continue before she can answer. “Because if it was fiction, it was detailed fiction. If it was true, you have appalling judgment.”
“You’re unbelievable,” she says.
“No,” I say. “I’m patient. There’s a difference.”
She laughs once, disbelieving and angry. “Patient?”
“Yes.”
“With what?”
With you, I almost say.
Instead I ask, “Who was he?”
Her jaw sets. “No.”
I step closer. “Nina.”
“No,” she says again, stronger this time. “You don’t get to interrogate me because I made a humiliating mistake.”
“Humiliating for whom?”
“For me,” she snaps. “Obviously.”
I study her face. “Only for you?”
She falters.
I lean one hand on the back of the chair between us and lower my voice. “You sent another man a description of what you want done to you while sitting in my meeting.”
Her breath catches.
I go on, because if I stop now I’ll do something worse. “You sat there while I spoke, while I looked at you, while you wrote that filth to somebody else. So no, Nina, I don’t think the humiliation belongs solely to you.”
Her lips part.
A mistake. Mine, for noticing.
“You have no right to be angry,” she says, but the force has gone out of it.