Moving my hands over his ass, I squeezed his cheeks and pressed him closer to me, so now our dicks were perfectly aligned and rubbing against each other.
While kissing me, Jessie reached to the side and fumbled around until he grabbed his backpack. “Jackpot.”
He smirked and wiggled the bottle of lube. Popping the cap, he spread some on his fingers before reaching between us and grabbing both our cocks in his big palm. His tender and familiar touch made my cock throb, and my arousal built in my lower back. I didn’t want to come. Not yet. I wanted to enjoy this sensation for as long as possible, even though I wasn’t good at it since I always came way too fast.
His hand traveled down until it settled between my ass cheeks, and when he slid his finger in, I froze and reached down to grab his forearm.
“Don’t worry, sweetheart.” He gave me a soft smile as I looked down at him with panic. “I’m just going to make you feel good, alright?”
In all our time together, I’d never bottomed. It was a step I wasn’t ready to take, if ever, and Jessie knew it. He never complained; whenever I asked him about it, he said he didn’t mind. What if he was lying? What if denying him this basic need would get him to leave me? What if he—
“Hey,” Jessie said, stopping my running thoughts by bringing his face to eye level with me. Softly moving my hair so it wouldn’t get into my eyes, he kissed my cheek. “I just want to make you feel good. I’ll only use my fingers. We did it before, remember?”
I nodded. We did. I even enjoyed it.
“If you don’t want me to do it again, I won’t. I’ll just continue to kiss you and make you feel good in different ways.”
“No,” I blurted out and felt my ears burning. “It’s okay, uh… I mean, you can.”
His hands gently caressed me underneath my shirt. “Are you sure?”
“I am.”
“I love you, Babydoll.” He leaned in and brought our mouths together in a deep kiss. The sloppy sounds of our tongues mixed with our breathing filled my ears as I braced myself for the intrusion of his fingers. He moved to sit on his knees and got rid of his tank top.
“Do you want to leave this on?” he asked, grabbing the fabric of my shirt, and I nodded.
“Yeah.”
“Okay.” He smiled softly before letting go of my clothes. Lubricating his fingers, he settled between my spread legs. I shuddered as he flicked his cold thumb over my hole and began massaging it. He applied a bit more lube before he switched to his finger and pushed in. The pressure was unsettling, and I felt uncomfortable as he continued to move his digit.
“Relax, sweetheart,” he said softly while thrusting his finger a bit further. “You’re so beautiful right now. Just relax for me.”
Listening to his calm voice, I bit on my bottom lip and nodded. I wanted to be good for him but was too nervous. I was about to tell him to stop, that this might not be a good idea after all, but then he wrapped his hand around my length and began to rub my dick while pushing inside me. The odd feeling of being penetrated slowly switched to the familiar feeling of arousal, and I bucked my hips from the blanket as he touched somewhere inside of me, which made me feel hot all over.
“Oh, fuck,” I moaned and quickly covered my mouth with my hand. I knew exactly what he was doing because I often did it to him, but being on the receiving side was unfamiliar. It felt good but, at the same time, scary. I wanted to move my hips and get him to sink his fingers deeper, but I was too embarrassed to do so. What if my neediness repulsed him?
“Fuck, you’re so hot,” Jessie groaned. “I’m going to add another finger, okay?”
“Okay.” I closed my eyes and gasped when his second finger breached me. The pressure grew, and he crossed his fingers while rubbing the same magic spot over and over again until I was about to come.
“Jessie!” I cried out, my face flushed from how whiny and needy my voice sounded.
“Fuck…” He pulled his fingers out and lay on top of me, then gripped both of our cocks again. His strokes were fast and rhythmic as he chased his orgasm.
My cock throbbed, and the next moment I exploded all over our hands and my shirt. My entire body shuddered, and soon, Jessie followed me. As he came, he sank his teeth in my flesh hard enough to leave a mark.
Drained, he collapsed on top of me and stayed still for another minute before slumping onto his back. I looked down on the mess we’d created, which was all over my shirt and exposed skin. I needed a shower, and so did he, but we were in the middle of nowhere.
“Let’s go wash up,” Jessie said as if reading my mind, and I looked at him surprised.
Were there showers in the camp I hadn’t noticed?
“I can’t believe we’re skinny dipping,” I grunted while holding my arms close to my chest, trying hard to cover myself while Jessie did no such thing.
Unlike me, Jessie was completely comfortable in his skin and didn’t mind being seen naked by others. He splashed and swam around like some kind of a dolphin. A naked dolphin.
He spat out a stream of water. “We’re not skinny dipping. We’re taking a shower. Naked.”