He stared at her with satiated pleasure and obligingly complied with her frenzied
request. "Abigail."
She watched his lips form the syllables she knew made her name, but no sound
penetrated the cocoon of silence she lived in. Desolation choked her even as she
begged, "Again. Please?"
Talorc's brows drew together and he asked her a question with his amazing blue
eyes.
She could not answer it though, only beg again, "Please." Though each word she
uttered eroded the hope that had blossomed at what she had thought was a miracle.
Because she could not hear her own words and now questioned whether she had
indeed heard her name. But if not, then what? It had been so long since anything but
silence had assailed her, she could not remember sound. She fought the forgetting of
normalcy, but each year drew her further into a world that felt as if it had never had sound
at all.
Still, how could she have imagined something she never even experienced in her
dreams anymore?
"Are you not well?" he asked.
And she read the meaning on his lips, in the concern now masking his features, but
she did not hear.
How could she answer?
They had just shared a pleasure beyond belief and she was allowing the
imaginings of her mind to ruin it. She was not well, but it was no one's fault but her own.
She forced a smile and pulled his face toward her, intent on hiding behind a kiss.
"How could I be anything else?"
How indeed?
And he cooperated in helping her hide, kissing her with a tenderness and leftover
passion that assuaged the pain of her self-delusion.
He did not take her to soak in the hot spring this night, but led her on another
sensual journey that did not end with any inexplicable experiences. Then he kissed her
after--right into slumber.