Page 414 of Call Me Baby 2: Side B

me towering over him.

He may not know Raymond, but I do.

Raymond knows exactly how to control me, and this control over me gets him hard in ways I don’t wanna think about.

So spare me. I’ve been living on his chessboard for years. But he can’t flip the board without fucking up his own game.

If he takes me down, he goes down too.

If he exposes me,

and I lose the CEO position,

Raymond loses twenty-five million.

It’s a family-friendly arrangement.

One I’ll never entertain with Ben.

“Now on all fours,” I say.

Ben only has one hard limit.

He’s twisted in that way.

I’ve chainsmoked his soft limits until they broke him. But I’ve never needed to use his one hard limit.

I remind myself he chose this punishment. But he also probably never thought we’d end up here.

Ben stands tall, a tower rising, brooding over me with a half-second of intimidation, the other half a threat.

“What?” I say, twirling the dildo. “I’ll use lube.” His jaw locks up, two storms brewing in his eyes. I tap the head of the dildo against his chest. “You can use your safeword… Or you can get on all fours. Your call.”

He can barely look at me,

his fingers flexing into fists.

“Ben, why do you look scared?”

He rips his head sideways,

looks out the window.

“Oh, that’s right,” I say with a snap of my finger. “You’re not the one who had to relive their trauma, lettin’ her Boy fuck her from behind ‘cause he pretty much blackmailed her when Brandon left.” I lift my hands at my sides. “That wasn’t me needin’ you, Ben. That was me toleratin’ you ‘til I could get a replacement.” I bite down on my smile. “Embarrassing. You gotta threaten a girl to have sex with you.”

“Baby,” he’s shaking his head. “Look, I’m sorry.” He’s breathing hard, mouth opening on the edge of the safeword.

I step back to look at him. “You’re serious? I gotta man up for you to keep you from walkin’, but you can’t suffer through once?” My brows lift high, almost taking me off my feet. “You really are a weak ass, aren’t you?”

That gets him to turn around.

I pace behind him, lubricating the dildo as he’s kneeling, same position he had me in not too long ago…

But then Ben fades away,

and all I see in my mind is me

on all fours