and get eaten out by the sun
Yo this flow’s undone /
it’s not like I get credit —
for any /
of these /
songs
I’ma make you hate me too
make you run back —
to /
your /
moms—”
My palm slaps down on the fretboard.
I sit up straight.
“Moms,” I say,
light bulb buzzing in my head.
// 11:36 AM — UNION CITY, NJ //
“You know what’s crazy?”
Celie continues her rambling.
It’s not even noon yet. We're idling half a block down from Andrew's house, snow flurries floating all around. Union City’s a cold breath on the windshield, engine's running low, heater's blowing in our faces.
“Monday, I say, ‘come see DJ Crush with me’ and your bitch ass tells me ‘No, Celie, it’s the Fuckening. It’s Hell Week. I’m a selfish sex addict who refuses to leave my penthouse just so you can eye-fuck DJ Crush durin’ Let Me Lick It’. Fast-forward to today, your ass hits me up. All’a sudden the princess changes her mind and wants to leave her tower, and I drop everything. Now I’m out here in Union City, bein’ a better friend than you, just fuckin’ sayin’. But I’ma act like I ain’t mad about it. I’ma act—”
I flip the visor mirror shut and turn to her, snapping her ramble in half with one sentence. “Hunter’s outta prison.”
Brakes from a city bus hiss in the distance.
Then all noise drops dead.
Her head swivels, eyes widening.
“Shut up. No the fuck he’s not.”
I rifle through my bag for lip balm, fingers steadily shaking again with the mention of his name.
With everything going on:
The Fuckening,
Hell Week,
withdrawal,