“Yeah,” he whispers. “Me too.”
My throat goes tight, and I clear it, but it doesn’t help. “I should, uh—”
“You don’t have to—”
“It’s okay.”
We both laugh, awkward and fucked out, but it doesn’t feel uncomfortable. It’s more like that giddy kind of aftermath haze. I wish I could feel him. My fingers ache for his skin under my touch.
“Meet in the middle?” I ask.
Grant quirks a brow, still reclined on the bed, breathing heavy.
I meant what I said—he’s beautiful. He’s like a work of art, an oil painting. I could look at him for hours and never get bored. I’m sure I’d always find a new thing to admire.
“What do you mean?”
“Well… You need to get cleaned up.” I crack a smile, and Grant huffs a soft, self-effacing laugh. “So do I, really. But then maybe…”
I trail off, not sure if I should suggest it or not.
But Grant must have the same idea—the same desire—because he picks up where I end, offering, “Maybe we could just… talk?”
Heat spreads under my ribs—not the volcanic, holy-shit-my-professor-just-called-me-baby-girl kind, but something slower, softer, stickier. Something harder to untangle.
“Yeah,” I whisper. “That’d be nice.”
“Okay,” he murmurs.
“Okay,” I echo. “Bye… but, not for long?”
He smiles—a soft, sweet, almost boyish smile I’ve never seen on him before but immediately want to see again. “Not for long, angel.”
I almost die on the spot. I hang up before I can grin too hard and lose all of my mystique. I clean up slowly, but every movement, I wish my hands were his. I hope in the future they can be, but I don’t want to wish too hard. All of this might not scare me, but I know it scares him.
My phone pings when I step back into my bedroom from the ensuite, slipping into an oversized tee and fresh sleep shorts before sliding under the comforter and settling back against the cushions.
Professor Daddy:
You okay?
Me:
yeah, I’m good
you?
Professor Daddy:
I’m fine. I’ve never done anything like that before.
I huff a laugh to myself. I don’t know if I should make a joke and say that’s cute, or mention that it’s not the first time I’ve done something like this, but it feels like it’s not the place to tease.
Before I can think of sending something back, my phone vibrates on my thigh.
Professor Daddy:
I’m glad it was with you.