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“That’s not an answer.”

“It’s the only one you’re getting, phoinix, I am sorry.”

Frustration flared hot and sharp in Farah’s gut. If there was something that could help her survive the last trial she needed to know. “Gods, you are insufferable.”

“And yet,” he said dryly, “you keep asking questions.”

Farah turned back toward the fire. But his words lingered. A breaking point. A consequence. And for the first time, she wondered if what the Mysteries would demand from her next would be something she could not give up.

Chapter Twenty-Three

Chloe

The firelight painted everything in shades of gold and shadow, flickering across fur-lined cloaks and carved masks, across bare skin slick with sweat despite the winter air. Chloe moved through the edges of the celebration like a ghost—unseen, untouched.

Laughter rose in waves around her, mingling with the rhythmic pounding of drums and the crackle of the bonfire at the center of it all. The scent of roasted meat, spiced wine, and burning pine clung to the air so thickly it coated her tongue. It should have been intoxicating. It should have pulled her in the way court balls once had, the way music and movement always seemed to find her.

But tonight, none of it reached her.

No matter where she turned, no matter how carefully she kept her gaze low or fixed on the shifting flames, she felt it—like a thread wound too tightly around her ribs.

Farah.

The memory of the second trial lingered in her very bones. The warmth of that room, the softness of vines beneath her fingertips, the quiet intimacy of breath shared too closely. And then—those words. Her words. You.

Chloe exhaled slowly, the sound nearly lost beneath the distant roar of celebration. What had she been thinking? No—she knew exactly what she had been thinking. That was the problem. The Mysteries did not create desire. They revealed it and stripped it bare. Forced it into the light where it could no longer be denied or hidden behind duty or titles. And Farah…Chloe’s jaw tightened as she stepped farther from the firelight, boots crunching softly against frostbitten grass. Farah had not said it back.

There had been tension, yes. Heat. Something undeniably real in the way she moved, the way her gaze lingered and her touch seemed to burn even in fleeting moments. But desire was not the same as devotion. Attraction was not the same as love. And love was what the Mysteries demanded. Her stomach twisted. What if that was the breaking point? What if one truth was enough to doom them both?

The Fates could smell a lie. The reality that had plagued her since the engagement left her lips that first day in Hespali.

Chloe wrapped her arms tighter around herself, though the cold had little to do with the shiver that ran down her spine. They might not survive this. Not because they were weak. Not because they lacked skill or cunning or strength. But because Chloe had made the fatal mistake of wanting something she could never have.

She found Farah by accident, or perhaps not by accident at all. Drawn, as always, by something she refused to name. Some lingering thread that only her siblings deserved. The southern princess sat just beyond the edge of the fire’s reach, where the light softened and shadows grew long and uncertain. The grass beneath her was dusted with frost, though it had melted slightly where she leaned back on her palms, a large goblet of dark wine held loosely in one hand.

Her hair fell freely tonight, unbound and wild, catching faint glints of firelight in strands of deep shadow. Her cheeks were flushed, not entirely from the cold, and her gaze, when it lifted, was sharp despite the drink. It found Chloe immediately. Of course it did.

Chloe hesitated, just for a breath, before stepping closer. “I wasn’t sure you would come tonight,” she said, her voice quieter than intended, softened by something she couldn’t quite suppress.

Farah huffed a small, humorless laugh, swirling the wine in her glass. “I wasn’t sure I wanted to be here, little wolf.”

The words landed heavier than they should have.

Chloe shifted her weight, the frost crunching beneath her boots as she stopped a few paces away. “I—” She paused, gathering something steadier from the mess of thoughts twisting in her mind. “I owe you an apology.”

Farah’s brows lifted slightly, interest flickering behind guarded eyes. “For avoiding me?”

“For after the trial.” Chloe forced herself to hold her gaze. “I should not have said what I did. Not like that. Not when…” Her throat tightened. “Not when I know this is not something you would choose. Any of it.”

Farah went very still. The music seemed to dim, the world narrowing into the space between them.

“You think I wouldn’t choose this?” Farah asked quietly.

Chloe’s chest ached. “No.” She gestured vaguely toward the castle, toward the mountains looming beyond, toward everything that had been forced upon them since they arrived. “You were brought here against your will. Forced into trials that demand”—she swallowed—“things no one should have to give. I understand if what happened…if what I said…doesn’t mean anything to you outside of that.”

Farah stood then, slow and deliberate, setting the goblet aside in the frostbitten grass. She closed the distance between them in measured steps, each one heavier than the last, until Chloe could feel the warmth of her presence cutting through the cold air.

“Do you really think,” Farah murmured, her voice low and dangerous in a way that made Chloe’s pulse stutter, “that I feel nothing for you?”